I don't know if you like this but i have a huge crush on my best friend who doesn't like me that way (and i am a girl by the way ). So i told my other best friend called Monika that i have a huge crush on my best friend and Monika tried helping me. I one time message her on Google chat saying "I love you " she told me she loved me too but as a friend and i told her to try to love me but she told i can't,and then no message, like no message for 4 hours and my mind is telling me how stupid i am and i couldn't breathe, my heart was hurting so bad, then i wanted to die like i am texting and i feel like committing suicide i don't know what to do and just then she messaged like " chill, you thought i wouldn't talk to you " I feel as if i was born once again and i smiled and i told her it was a prank and to never do it again. I know if i tell her she will leave me, the reason i am living is for her, i share everything with her and without her i can't think of living that's why i am writing a book called Life Without Her. I want the whole world to read this and the once who are like me to read it. That's all guys but if you have any suggestions on how to make her like me then reply wait she just messaged me "I am fucking straight " Have a nice day y'all.
