That smirk of him boils my blood, should i punch him? I tilt my head, or maybe i should just.. kill him.
No!
Wake up Gia, look everywhere, you should stay calm, your situation right now is definitely something that you can handle, your ex boyfriend is only embarrassing you in front of many strangers and now he's waiting for you
to catch those money he's throwing, expecting you to hungrily take everything and leave like an obsessed money freak he thinks you are.
WHICH is not happening.
I scoffed and rolled my eyes, i can see he's huge grin fade, and he's eyebrows flinched for a second. Wow did that maniac actually think i would crawl and take he's money begging for more? What an actual fuck. And im hurt, he actually thinks of me that way..
I squint my eyes at him giving him a stinking stare. No dude you're not having me just because of some stupid
money. I rather work hard for it.
I turned my body away, my hair swaying, as i turned to head myself to the door, i thought i made a dramatic walk out, but those bouncers blocked my path. Now this is getting serious, i shot a glare at him.
He's eyes were looking deep into me, he's knuckles turning white as he clenched it harder. I gulped.
Seriously!? What's wrong with him.. he's not trying to cage me right?.
I turned back as i forced my way to the door, but those bouncers which probably has a body of a freaking Greek God kept pushing me away, damn their body is rock solid, ugh how am i supposed to get out of here.
I looked around, and my breath hitching, i realized the people staring at me, some are pulling out their phones filming, they're gazes burned into my body, i felt my chest hurt, and my heart beating louder and faster.
"Bring her to me." Dick said with the most deepest voice, or maybe he's just being cocky.
I tried to force my way out again, but that takes the cake, one of the men pushed me and i trip, i fell on the floor, and some people starts gathering us. As if they're watching an animal from a zoo.
My eyes were flickering staring at the cold tiles on the ground, i couldn't lift my head to look around, my lips were trembling, and my heart kept racing faster, the chest pain is getting worst, and i didn't realize i was catching my breath till now, the sound of an alarm coming out of nowhere, probably my heart monitor.
Shit.. what if i passed out?.
I pressed a hand on my chest trying to rub it, to calm myself but it wasn't working.
"What are you doing? Take it.. take the money." The sound of he's voice were filled with mockery, it was cruel, this is cruel, and even though i can hear some faint laughs somewhere, he's voice were the only thing that i hear. I can feel he's eyes bore into me.
"Pathetic" he's words echoes canceling the crowds noises or my heart beat beating louder, why him out of everyone? Why does he's cruel words have to stand out the most? Why must i force myself to listen to he's harsh words?.
Pathetic. Yeah, i know, pathetic reflects everything that's been going on to me so far, my family kicking me out, i had no place, my friend Carl is the only one helping me, and i can't help but feel guilty, it swallows me every day i see him. I've been a burden to him. And now im sleeping at some abandoned street which has an abandoned houses cause i couldn't take another day facing him, im lucky enough im not dead because of how many times i ran into thugs. Also i work my ass off, whether it's raining, it's freezing, or it's humid. Even if im stress, and depressed i still have to keep living. But sometimes there's a time where i ask myself.'do i really have to?'and that scares me, it scares me that even myself could think such thing, what if one day.. i stopped hoping?.Im pathetic.And i don't need him telling it to me flesh.
I glared at him, a single tear flowing down my cheeks. I sucked an air preparing to reply, but my view became blurry and my body felt heavy. What happened? I think everything turned black.
I wake up, and im at someone's bedroom, it was a big one,comfy, and the whole room was unbelievably big. I heard a sound of a book flipping, i jerked my head turning to the side to look.
It's Samuel, with he's glasses on, he's eyes found me and he closed the book placing it on the nightstand. He stands up walking towards me.
I leaned away, covering half of myself with a blanket, i looked at him with a horrified expression, there's just so many questions rushing inside me but i couldn't talk, my throat was shut. Maybe because im too shocked right now.
I feel like screaming or throwing something to him to slow he's steps. But no, now he's face is inches away from me, fuck, i can feel he's warm breath brushing against my face. He's eyes looking deep into me. Am i even breathing? Cause i feel like im holding it.
That eyes, it was so blue like a deep ocean, it almost like it can drown you.
He chuckles, and that send a jolt into my spine, i flinched, why am i flinching? That would look like im being scared at him IM NOT. I can handle this. Deep breaths Gia deep breath..
UGH.
Shit. He's not moving closer isn't he? Why.. why is he moving closer?!
Beep
Beep
Beep..
My heart monitor.. phew. That saved me. He's gaze turns to my heart monitor on my wrist. He's eyes softened, and he's eyebrows frowned. I can see it, cause hes FREAKING SO CLOSE.
To be continued.
