Hey guys its me cindy here with another life story which is happening to me in real life btw so this is the pt 2 of my story so lets get started
So the thing is that yall i freaking confessed to that guy online on my fake account yea the fork it i was thinking at that time i didnt mean it yall like i knew i was going to get rejected i proposed him on sept 5 or 6 i dont even remember but what i remember is i confessed to him without telling my identity to him and even faked my department i told him i am from data science which i am not (btw i am from cyber security)
So yea the dude rejected me at first as he thought i was a guy bcz the name of my fake acc was of a guy but then he said i am not rejected as he doesn't know me and as a clue i sent him my childhood pic i dont even look like how i used to look like a child he said he has no idea abt it and he even said i need to know who you are as you made a fake acc and confessed to him i need to know you and riled me up by saying that and dude even gave me mixed signals like sometimes i would feel like he likes me or sometimes i thought he made feel doesnt like me in a romantic way
So he was vey kind and good person to me talked with me the whole vacation but would reply to me late and he even does it now gives late replies so when i was travelling in the bus to go home i texted him and like he told me abt how his gf broke his heart and all which mafe him alone and all i console him and all talked to him so after the vacation i messaged him and send him the pic of the classroom and said guess whos back so dude acted excited and all so yea after the full day of uni i asked him did he figured it out who i was
The way i got panicked yall i was fucking scared but he was just lying and all my bestie she just doesn't like him she says he looks like a monkey and he is ugly he looks like a playboy etc and he did turned out to be that as he talks with a lot i mean a LOT of girls
But he isnt tho that was my opinion before today yall what happened today was just ridiculous
So yea we would just talk and all abt some random stuff and then like one day yall something happened
Like we all shifted from the temporary one to the permanent one clg
So it was like a normal day and that dude was sitting in front of me like i was genuinely scared that what if he knows me or not it was lunch break and that guy jay he went out happily towards a girl who was pretty and all lets call her umm.....Sucess (yes lets call her sucess) i was eating my lunch and like i saw them being happy jolly and this dude was legit flirting and all like it looked like they were flirting and all and his frnd raw mango lets call her that his frmd that jay guy's she and her other frmd were like clicking their pictures i guess idk but like when i was looking at sucess and jay i wad like dang i knew i was going to feel hurt amd all but I didn't know that this day would come that early so i felt ugly demotivated and all and yall btw that girl sucess she is damn pretty she is from manipur she took part in some modelling competition she is also a model just like him infront of her i am nothing yall i felt sad asf🙂
So i stopped talking to him for a while but then he was the one first texted me so i would just reply him and all by dry texting
So today was the convocation in my clg we fy ppl were invited i even wore a saree i was looking preety but yall he told me that he was not coming tf idk why he came tho (its was imp thats why he came😂)
So he was sitting on the front side of th balcony and like i saw him talking flirting holding her hand and all kind of nonsense doing with her instead of doing hus duty as a cr the 2 girls who are cr of my classroom were working even the a cr guy one was doing his duty but that butch was just talking and all with her and i waas like dang tf is that fucker doing with her when i looked at them i thought that i think he likes her and lets just quit i told my bestie abt it and even send there video of them flirting my bestie got angry and even swore at him she consoled me told me that i should just block him and infact i did blocjed him but unblocked him again idk why i did that but yea i did i felt bad i was going to cry but held my tears and i thought that I didn't cry for that trashy crappy 'r' then why tf am i even cry for that guy for what fork it i am not crying and then that dude texted me 'found you' the way i got forking scared i got butterflies in my stomach not the love one but the fear one so that dude even clicked a picture and sent it to me but i didn't see much in the picture as tge picture was dark and i didn't see myself properly in that pic mind yall its hide and seek and i am hiding from him and talking with him on my fake acc and he is seeking me its all like some kind of drama but this drama has some tragedy too yall have read it now you know what happened today yup the convocation one thats what happened today and yea i just msged him that i am taking back my confession and would like to be his frnd yall i texted him that bcz i want to draw a line between us idc he seems to be a playboy and my besties words and other girls who are my frnds their words were rightthey knew he was a playboy and at some point i also thought he was a playboy but was just denying the fact💀
He said ok and idk what exactly he said in the next text so what i learnead from this is this dude taught ne some patience and he also taught me that no guy would love you bcz of who you are guys only like pretty girls and thats a true fact girlies like me who are not that pretty dont have any chance with a popular guy.
Btw yall i talk to him online on insta and in offline life like in my uni i dont talk to him just ignore him and whenever we make an eye contact i would just look at somewhere else so i think this is an end of my crush on him and i am just going to focus on fangirlin like i used to and study and sleep💤 back to my normal life guysss
Thats it guys if something new happened would write abt it.
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