He is the first guy that I liked and my first everything. then it came to an end but now he follows me in my dreams. I don't know what's happening and I know why I keep thinking about him.
So it started of in my second year of university. There are a lot of new persons on our campus and Jake is one of them but I already know him. He's totally my type but i will pretend I don't know him. By the way, he's also my brother's best friend. And we also have a complicated relationship.
So, my mother was a divorcée and she remarried. My stepfather had one son and the best friend of my stepbrother lives in the same house as my stepfather and stepfather. Now I live in the same house as them. My stepfather wants me to like him so I got the biggest room in the house and it's next to the room of Jake. My mom really likes Jake and she trusts him with her life. She always says to him that he needs to take care of me. So basically he's kinda my brother but I pretend I don't know him.
All the girls from my school like him and they are constantly trying to seduce him but whatever happens I will not be one of those girls.
One day I was hanging with my friends in front of the school and then I see a Lana coming to him and she said to him "I really have liked you for a longtime and I wanna be in a relationship with you." but at that moment he looks into my eyes and said to her I'm not interested and then he left.
(Lana is kinda my enemy. She never liked me and kept telling bad things about me behind my back.)
The next day, I had chemistry but I forgot my chemistry book in my English class room. The thing is, we can't go to the classrooms when we have a pause break but I went anyway because I really need my book otherwise I will get a suspension of one day. I forget my books a lot so know I will get punished by a suspension. But I don't have time for a suspension because I need to work after school. So I went to the classroom but I had the feeling that someone was following me. I was stepping to the classroom faster and then I arrived at the classroom and I grabbed my chemistry book and then I heard footsteps and we have a big safe in the corner of the classroom so I went in and closed it. Then I heard the door handle and someone got off on the locker. Will I be suspended? What should I say to my work? If the teacher opens the safe now, have I been there? The person also gets into the safe. What's happening? Why is he closing the safe? Why is JAKE looking at me deeply? I said "what are you doing..." and then he put his hand on my mouth. He held my waist with his other hand and I felt his hand going up. His touch made me crazy and I wanted more.
Then suddenly, we heard a person came into the room. We could see it through the openings of the vault. It was my English teacher. She came to the safe and then at the right time another teacher came in and asked her to come to the teacher's room.
I was finally relieved but his hand was still on my mouth and now he looked deeper at me and he held my hip with his other hand. He was very close and he took his hand away from my mouth and said in my ear "I don't want you to put on that dress anymore to school or I'll take it off when you get home." I turned all red but I couldn't take it that he's the only one that teases me. So I went with my hand under his shirt and touched his body. He was shook that I touched him and then I took my hand away and I wanted to leave but he grabbed me by my waist and said "where do you think you're going? I'm not done yet" and I said "We should stop this because you're leading me on. I will get real feelings and I don't want to be hurt." and after that he said "I will never hurt you, princess. You're mine and I'm yours." He made me loose and then I went back to the playground. My heart was pounding and I kept feeling his breath over my face and his touch is still attached to me. What feeling is this?
From today the Easter holidays start. My mom texted me after school and said "hey baby, something came up at your stepfather's work so he and I are on a business trip. We're back in two weeks. And Paul (my stepbrother) is gone to football camp so he will not be back for another month. Jake will take care of you now so please listen to him." and I answered her message with "Yes, mom. I will behave and listen to him. You can travel quietly."
*my real thoughts*
What's happening? I need to stay two weeks with him! What will happen in those two weeks? I have feelings for him! How am I going to hold myself in?
I always walk to the corner of school and then Jake is always there ready to pick me up because I don't want to be seen by the school. I stepped in but today he is different than usual. He didn't talk with me the whole ride. Then we got home and we didn't talk. So, maybe he has got his head straight. Now, he will leave me alone. It's for the best. He called me to eat and then he didn't talk to me and he didn't look at me. Did I say something wrong this afternoon? Does he not like me? STOPPP! I'm overthinking too much.
After I ate, I felt like taking a jump in the pool in the house. So I went to change my clothes in my room. I chose a pink bikini and went downstairs. Jake is not there. I think he went out. Maybe he didn't want to face me anymore. I then jumped into the pool. And continued swimming because this helps me clear my head.
Suddenly I feel someone looking at me and someone jumps into the pool. Jake is now in the pool and he grabs me by my waist and he clamps me against the edge of the bath and he clamps me with his legs. He then asks me "Don't you like me? Have you never liked me? Do you hate me?" and I wanted to answer it but then he said "Princess, I love you so much and I had to hold on to myself for so long. Every moment you looked at me with your eyes I wanted to make you mine. I'm just afraid you'll never want to see me or talk to me again if you knew my feelings. I was avoiding you because I thought you hated me for everything I say to you. I thought you didn't feel the same way about me. When I look at you I always want to undress you and show everyone that you are mine. But please don't leave me. For me, you're the only one that I have." and he looked at me with a glint in his eyes and I always wanted him to say these words to me so I said "You know, I could never hate you. I love you too. I couldn't contain myself when I was with you and your touch stays in my head. I want to spend every moment of my life with you but I want that forever. Promise me you won't leave me." and he answered "I promise I'll be yours and you'll be mine and I'll stay with you for the rest of my life." and then he pulled me closer to him and he asked me to marry him. I was happy and I couldn't let myself in and I kissed him with all the desire I had and he kissed me back so hard and then he broke up and asked "is this a yes or a no?" And I said "This is a yes, but where were we" and he said "Do I have permission to do everything with you" and I answered "Yes". Then he grabbed my waist and lifted me up and he kissed me so deep and fierce. We went on the stairs and he's still carrying me. And we can't get our lips from each other and then we come into his room and he places me on the bed. Then he says on a domineering tone "Take your clothes of" and I was like a puppy. I'm doing everything he said because I really want him and I need him. And then...
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