Wattpad username; Pain_Coser💥
First of all, I am Meng Xu, a simple woman, kind, and not that beautiful. I have friends, it's super fun to have friends because I feel like I'm not alone when they're by my side. I'm lying in bed and crying because I'm not ok, because I have a mental breakdown and I need someone to talk to. I can't talk to my own family because I know what they will say to me, they will say that I am OA that I am acting again. I thought of calling Yang Yang one of my friends so I took my phone from the top of the drawer. A few hours passed but she didn't answer it, she always hung up on it.
"She must be busy." I said sadly and accidentally pressed the call again and he finally answered.
On call with Mayra📱
"H-Hello best?. Are you busy?" I asked sobbing.
"Hello?! Who is this?!"
"I-I'm Luna's best, s-sorry for bothering you. I'm really sorry Mayra." I apologize.
"Tks! It's ok!. What's wrong Meng? Do you have important to say?!." She asked me and in her voice it was as if he was forced to speak.
"Are you busy?" I asked her nervously.
*Sigh* "First of all, if you don't have anything important to say, put it down," Yang said that made me more depressed.
"Just wait—" she didn't finish what I was going to say when she hung up the call.
*Maybe he's just busy* I said in my mind because I don't want to think negatively.
On chat...💬
•Hello Guys good evening to all of you (Meng)
•Good Evening (Claire)
•Evening Me 😊(Princess)
• Low to you best friend (Lorain)
•Can I talk to you?. I just have a mental breakdown right now and I need someone to talk to.
•Sorry, we are bust today, maybe next time?. (Claire)
*I just want to talk to them so I can forget my problem. Suddenly one by one my friends who are currently online and talking on Gc, suddenly log out one by one without replying to may text.
•Oy don't leave me!. I chatted them but, they just ignore me and logout with out saying anything. Since the COVID-19🦠😷, occurs our friendship became nothing they have all been different. Even if they don't say it I feel it.
(Based on real life events of mine)
