This story is dedicated to my beloved girlbestfriend Marcel...
2019, We met because you just transferred to the school where I studied. You are energetic in class, and math is your favorite subject while I'm opposite of you. I'm stupid when it comes to math, that's why I always get scolded by our Math teacher for being stupid. When I first meet Marcel, I really thought she were arrogant and not a friendly one, but when we became seatmates?, that's when I proved to myself that you weren't.
Every time I can't answer Math you allowed me copy your answers. You know that because of you, the former careless and worthless and stupid student has become a new person.
"Oyy Mokata, you might trip because you're using a cellphone while walking at the hallway."My eyes widened when I saw Marcel.
"Awh, it's you hahahaha. How are you best?."
"Im fine, thank you. " She smiled at me
"Don't use your cellphone while walking huh!. " She reminds to me and started walking, I knew she was going to see his sister in grade 1.
*sight!. I'm really useless when it comes to talking to someone!.* I said annoyed in my mind and slapped myself in annoyance.
I'm from a lower section and she's in class A. Every time I see her, I want to approach her, talk to her, and say hello, but it seems like I'm going to freeze wherever I see his classmates (his new friends) with her..
"You and Marcel used to be close, right?." Lily asked.
"Awh w-we're still close until now but in the chat...I'm ashamed to approach her. I don't belong where she is now." I said and faked a laugh. I'm embarrassed because her new friends is smart, while me..im just a normal student.
My fear leads me to overthink that maybe she won't pay attention to me anymore because she has a new friend who matches his humor, maybe if I approach her, his classmates will laugh at her because she has a friend from a lower section. I might get embarrassed her in front of her new friends. Maybe she's mad at me because my ex boyfriend block her using my account. But I'm not the one who blocked her, it's my boyfriend, I want to explain to her but my fear precedes me.
2022... (ғʟᴀsʜʙᴀᴄᴋ⚡⬅ COVID-19🦠😷)
(On chat 💬)
[Best Mokata, promise me! when the face to face starts, we'll go to recess together huh, even though we're in different sections.]
[That's a promise Marcel!.]
[Yeeyy! Your the best bestfriend I ever had!.] I suddenly remembered our chat before, and I was hurt because I didn't fulfill it.
𝐌𝐚𝐲 𝟐𝟕, 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟒... (𝐀𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐨𝐧)
I saw her wearing a red dress and make up because there was a culminating event at school, we were also supposed to be a part of that event but it was canceled due to our teacher was busy.
*She's beautiful especially when she smiles, I'm so proud of her.* The song Sofia by Alvaro Soler a Spanish song played and they started dancing, I was just looking at the distance watching her happily dancing with her partner...
*I'm sorry Marcel, I'm sorry if I was one of those people who broke your trust and left you. I hope you make your dreams come true, I'm just here by your side watching from the distance.*
𝐄𝐧𝐝...
Thank you for reading🙇♂️💕
