This happened when I was still a high school student. I was a transfer student then, where I didn't know or have any friends there. But before we went home, a girl approached me, she wanted to make friends. Of course I agreed, but at first I thought she did it because she just felt sorry for me because she saw me alone. Of course, it's only the first day of school, so that's normal.
It took a week, we gradually got to know each other until we became friends. We were so close that she almost moved her seat just so we could be next to each other. Sometimes our friends just tease us that we look like a couple.
Just a few months ago, our teacher gave us an activity, our activity was to make a short film. We became a group with our other classmates and friends.
Our group planned to meet early so that we could also finish the film early that day. Because she was our leader, she was the one who said what time we would meet.
On the day we were going to meet, of course the rest of our group went early, but she was the one whose late for two hours. I got a little angry that time, because she was the one who said the time, but she was the one who couldn't do it. The reason why I'm angry too is because I was supposed to do something that day. We waited for her for a long time even though the weather was very hot.
When she arrived she apologized immediately, saying that she had forgotten about the film. Of course I was even more annoyed, while we were filming I didn't pay much attention to her. She noticed that so we talked after the film ended. I told her that I hope she doesn't forget next time, because we will do something else besides the film. Because that day was the day of my check-up, she knew that too. After we talked, of course I forgave her, like I'm so weak when it comes to her.
After a few days, weeks, we finished the film. Our grade was high in that subject.
It's only been a few weeks, it seems that I prefer to be with her all the time, I want to talk to her all the time. A few days later I said that maybe it's normal, because we're friends. I talked to my One friend, I told him about that, he was just teasing me that I might just have a crush to her.
For a long time I said that maybe it's just a crush and it will go away, but it's been months but it's still the same. That was the first time I felt that. I always look for her presence. I tried to forget my feelings because I didn't want to break our friendship, I didn't want to lose her. But no matter what I do, nothing changes, she's still the one I want. Until I realized that maybe it's not just a crush, maybe I like her. The day I was wondering if I wanted to admit my feelings to her, that was the day she told me that she had a crush on one of her friend's male friends. So I just forgot that I wanted to confess my feelings to her.
