At my workplace, my boss called me over with smirk on his face'Don't you know that you are nothing without me..??!!' he laughed with devilish smile.
Rather than that, I was just like 'yea boss, whatever you said'.. Which is I
want to ignore it cuz I know what he said was just some bluffing stuff..
Right after I getting off from work, I met with these so called friends.. Who don't be so deserve to be called as friends.. They asked me out for some dinner and they asked what happened.. I told them what happened to me.. The way they replied to me make me feel like seriously man.. Am I that bad..?? But I pretend that whatever they say is a good thing even though it's really break my heart.. My brain and my heart spoke like crazy trying to back me up but my mouth just keep shut up..
'you don't know what I was tried to do'
'you don't know how hard I tried'
'you don't understand how I have to do what i hate the most..??'.
This thing keep yelling in my brain and my heart while i heard they talking about me..
Later than, I arrived at home. I show my family my smile happy face as to cover my break heart and my anger face. Once I get in my room, i look the door. I stand in front of my mirror. With my anger burst inside, I punch the mirrors.
1drop
2drop
3drop
The blood fall of to ground but my hand still remain on that mirror.. And crash piece of mirrors appeared the reflex of me who is still anger..
'why am I like this..??'
'why are you guys don't understand that this is what i hate..?'
Wby are you guys keep saying that I need to give my best meanwhile I already did it..?? '
Why...??
Why....??
Just why...??
Suddenly a tears fall at my cheek
