I was 14 when I first meet him at taekwondo program he was showing all his taekwondo moves to the audience I was sitting in first row straight to him he was amazing I wouldn't take off my eyes from him.Many of them have participated but he caught my attention I was looking only at him, soon the program was over everyone started go but my eyes searched for him but I couldn't find he is gone...
I was upset that I didn't see him nor I got to know anything about him , but later I got to know that boy is my dad's friend son and he is living in neighbouring street from my home I was jumping in happiness...I thought I could see him daily but faith have different plan in my life..Due to my dad's work we have to live in another city which is far away from my hometown. I was so sad that I wouldn't be able to see him later I decided to give up on him as time passes every memory about him started to fade even at one point his face got erased from my mind and heart..my first crush faded completely...
After four years I came back to my hometown i remember him but hoped not to see him again,I thought I have no more crush on him so why bother see him..But again destiny made me see him again after so many years.I came out of my room after taking a shower to hall there he was sitting in my own home with his aunt in couch I was shocked to see him sitting infront me..he looked so handsome, grown taller,his muscular body he is no more a thin boy I once saw him..now he is fine well built handsome man I was drooling over him I keep staring at him where I didn't notice his aunt was asking me something...At that whole time he didn't even give a little glance at me...I was really really upset I was like I'm that ugly that he didn't even see me once...
I decided not to have crush on him again he have no interest in me if he had he could have glanced at me once but he didn't...After coming to my hometown i Started to see him often where I couldn't able to control my heart it pumps fasterand faster whenever I see him I tried to speak but nothing worked I am a coward to confess my own feeling ,scared he will reject my love...yes like this I kept my feelings with mysel...
In a blink years passed like moving clouds I was doing my college in other district by staying in hostel everything was going fine I stopped thinking about him and started to concentrate on my studies in three years of my college life only once I saw him..he was more handsome with beard I didn't take my eyes off him here comes again my heart starts pumping faster he was driving his Eoyal Enfield my prince charming in bullet bike he went crossing me I was keep looking at him to my surprise he also turned to see me🤭 yeesss, he saw me we both had a eye contact for 5 seconds he didn't took off his eyes from me till I disappear from his sight💓 Finally after so many years of longing he did see me I'm in cloud nine I keep thinking about the moment I was waiting..keep waiting to see him again but at that time I don't know that was my last day I see him don't get it worng he is alive but so far away,after a week my dad said his friend's son got job as a commander in military I was really happy he got selected as a commander after that I never get to see him again it's been now 2 years of waiting for him..but I never get the opportunity to see him...I think this the end.
Forever my secret crush ❤️
