Life is not all fairytales. No matter how much u love stories and wish them to come true or imagine yourself their none of the fantasies come true infact eventually u have to look back and have to accept reality which is extremely painful and hard. We make imaginary friends and partners and yet we never express our emotions to humans or anyone. Wishing our imaginary friend/partner was real. Growing in the fantasy world is like stabbing yourself with knifes and when u look back the reality hits u and the knifes hurt when u go back to reality cause in the end we are all living in illusions.....
The pain from reality is the one which makes us turn to fantasies but it also is the worse form of self harm.... U wont be able to like any humans if u love fantasy characters or imaginary relationships u have created it could be anything friends anything as i said.
If our imaginary relationships were real the world wouldn't hurt like that......
Keeping yourself in delusions is the best form of slow death....
Just putting my thoughts here and my pains u don't have to agree with them