Have you ever felt why this happens only to you!? Why is the world so unfair to us?
It's very weird right those are good, honest those are the ones who have gone through hell of sufferings.
Honesty is so rare and Humanity is on the verge of disappearing. In such a environment all are only becoming selfish, greedy, cunning. In school those whom you consider as your friends they turn out to be backstabbers. In college when u find someone to hold onto groups are formed, sides are taken and when this all happens you are forgotten. Your voice is buried in those loud noises, it's like even being part of that group ur always alone on ur own. One person u find reliable then again destiny plays it's role and you are in a long distance friendship. In a world where if one gets higher marks the other gets jealous to even scoring a full 100score you can't secure a proper seat in college, there is still some people like you and me who are average. We are not good at anything all half and half. But our hearts are good, clean yet we are the ones who always get cheated, betrayed on. People use us and we allow to get used by them. We know tat we are getting used and after their work is done they will leave but still the hope of temporary happiness is bitter. We get too attached to these people that when they break us it feels everything is lost. Again and again we are breaking still if someone shows even a slight care we still get attached even after knowing it's consequences like a hopeless mad. It creates such a insecurity tat we start doubting ourselves.
Am I tat bad?
Why no one likes me ?
Do they find me annoying if I talk so much?
Is my care a pestering for them ?
People say u are overthinking but as a person who observes everything can detect even a small displeasure which leads to thousands of overthinking thoughts. :(
