PART 2...
Weeks had passed since I told to my husband I wanted a divorce. He still hasn't said anything about that yet. And whenever I bring that up, he always says to talk about it later.
But I don't want to wait, I'm determined to leave.
I have prepared and signed the divorce papers, and I now only need my husband's signature for the divorce to be finalized.
I waited for him to go home that night and at 9:46, I heard the door clicking and immediately recognize it's him.
"You're home pretty late."
"Did... You waited for me?" He looks a bit surprised. But I don't want to care anymore.
"Yes." I answered coldly.
"I wanted the divorce to be finalized quickly, but since you’ve been busy and haven't had time to prepare it, I went ahead and prepared the papers myself."
"You... Did you really mean that divorce that time?"
"Yes."
"You're just angry at me, right? Is it because of your lost child? We can make another one if you want. Why must you do this?"
I scoffed at his word.
"Just angry?"
I have the urge to slap him on the face and yell at him, but my health is important, I need to calm down for my baby.
"Do you think it's just because of that? There's plenty reason why I want to divorce you. Want me to tell you every single thing...?"
As I let go of those words, many bad and sad memories flows into my mind.
I don't want to hope for no more.
I don't want to stay here.
And I don't want to suffer anymore.
I'm tired... So I'm really leaving this time.
"Please sign it."
"..."
He was silent and just stared at the paper.
But then, he suddenly tore the divorce paper I prepared.
"What are you doing?!" I yelled.
"You want divorce? Not gonna happen."
"What?"
"Why are you refusing this?! You can be together with your long time crush if you divorce me! So why?!"
"I said what I said."
Then he went upstairs and went to his room.
He's always like this. Doesn't care of my opinion, he just always do what he wants.
I'm tired.
Fine, since he doesn't want to divorce, then I'll voluntary leave.
