Him.
I used to admire the person that is now my client's groom.
Also...he used to be my closest friend.
Well...it's hard to say,painful rather.
But...I still hold him dear in my heart.
✿ Chapter 1 : Wishing On a Summer Day ✿
Dear Diary
First day of class,and I already have a crush. Though weeks passed I fell in love with another guy. And just last month,I found out we share the same feelings. The difference between ours is that...I have a deeper feelings than his. He admires me while I love him dear. Funny isn't it?
But how can you blame me,when he's so sweet and a perfect guy to be with? You will never know how hard I tried to hide this feeling of mine.
"Just act normal" that's my self-reminder. But whenever he's around, butterflies keep on flying around. We promised that 5 years later,we will meet at our favorite place. And I'm determined to keep my word.
2 months later, I let him go. I remember exactly what I said ; " Reconsider admiring someone else." Not just the words...but also the pain I felt while typing those words on messenger. After that, we never talked like before.
Graduation day - One of the happiest but also the saddest part of being a student. Partways, farewells and many tears falling onto each other's face. When...I saw him walking towards me. I backed out...I tried figuring my way out. "Don't come near" is what my mind thinking. When suddenly...he said ;
" Babe... let's take a picture."
A tall girl with porcelain skin walked past me. Replying with the " Yes babe!" and stuffs.
...
What am I expecting?
When I got home,I screamed out loud. Cursing him and stuff...yeah I know,too much right? But...that scream helped me a lot.
5 years later,at our Senior highschool's fountain - our promised spot - it was only me who kept the promise. It was only me...who remembers.
Sunset - 5:00 pm - I left a note saying ;
" Hope you'd be happy "
I left...with a smile on my face. You're probably asking why...well...I finally let him go. With that simple note,holds my untold feelings.
And now, he's getting married.
It seems like my wish has come true.
He's happy.
And now... you're asking what I'm doing and how's my life going on?
Well...I'm also finding my happiness.
Hope that he also wishes me happiness just like how I wished him to be happy.
-Fin-
