When you walk in a room full of strangers, how does it make you feel?
Maybe you know some of them , does that really make a difference ?
What if they were all of those people that you know and haven't spoken to for a long time?
Well how about them? How do they react when you make an entrance? Isn't that what your head's been busy with all night? Will they greet you back when you say hi,or will you have to walk in awkwardly all the way to your seat? Did that breeze from earlier make your hair look hideous? Did you perhaps have a tiny hole in this shirt you decided to wear but you forgot it existed until now? Did you forget to tie your shoes properly? Perhaps you mistakingly wore a mismatching pair of socks ... Did they notice? Are they looking at you in a funny way now? Are you pathetic because you made a mistake? Or are you pathetic because you care ? Because you give a fuck.
Don't think...
Take a deep breath...
Don't look ...
They don't matter ...
It's not only you who's suffering...
What if most of them thought the same when they came in ?
Even those who look so confident and perfect to you.
You're perfect too. Just the way you are.
Have a good day!
