Heg guys
its me cindy yet again with another of my life stories abt what really is happening in my life right now
Yall if i srsly tell yall my life isnt going smoothly like i am struggling.
So this i was going to write abt it but didnt have any time to wrute fir ut so lets get started so my frnd sara that bitch aaahhha i feel embarassed and irritated whenever i think abt that day this happened at the end of june 23 or 24 i dont even remember now so i told her that i am kinda intrested in kai and just dont talk to him blah blah blah rest of the story abt what he did i also told her that .so she said that why dont you confess bro just confess to him that you like him i said "no why would i??! No bro o cant i am scared we dont even talk with eachother. its already fucking akward between us i dont want things to get more awkward and we both live in the same bldg i dont wanna die from akwardness in the lift and then i said that lets try msg him from your acc i know he is interested in you as he waves at you smiles at you and talks with you" and then she said " nah i dont thinks so and then we msged him and then like after 15 mins he also replied after that she was chatting with him on the next day that when that bitch was chatting with him she said to him that i am interested in him (god kill me🥲 i felt embarrassed to death what even more embarassing) was he replied by saying i am not interested in dating her 🥲💀lets stop talking abt this topic (for fuck sake i already knew what he was going to reply i had it all planned like how i am going to be frnds with him and other things she fucking ruined it but when he said abt stop talking abt this i felt bad guys idk guys🙁) like i got so fucking mad at her like why would she do this to me she said that its ok if you get rejected by him he is not even going to eat you.girl dont you think you just fucked my life i am already stressed asf like yk your pretty,smart,awesome,cool unlike me who isnt that good who isnt that smart and all i just dont talk to guys that much🥲🥲💀 i said. like guys after that she said i am not even that pretty i just only have dated 4 guys and those guys all cheated on me 🥺💅🏻~~
i was like for fuck sake why is she talking like that as if she is flaunting
that she was dating this many guys. (i was just cursing her😒😒🙄)yall i felt irritated who wouldn't when you frnd did that to you and (btw guys she is pretty asf and she has a bf who is also handsome asf and just flaunts her handsome bf and just blabbers abt him everyday abt how pretty his eyes how green his eyes are etc)
And then i said her that gurl its easy for you to say that but you dont know how hard it is for a girl like me i dont talk with guys that much i trusted you by telling it to you and you did this to me and then she msged him that it was a dare and i told her to play the role of the girl who doesn't like me so she texted kai (that cindy doesn't like you it was a dare and yeA i ditn like her so i did it to annoy her)💀 she sent this text to him
After that day i didnt talk with her much i legit cried for some guy like i never cired for my ex who is trashy🗑️ but idk guys why i cried for him but i guess its fate nobody can go against it and i guess i was pretty much stressed and this happened i think thats why i cried after that day we made up guys that girl and me we are again frnds and i am definitely keeping distance from her and i am not even going to tell her abt my secrets and guess what ppl after that day she told her bf abt what she did to me he scolded her so bad i felt good after hearing that that bitch deserves that she is so immature ppl
Ha after that this is the story continues from here it takes place in july starting week
So what happened was that day the guy i am interested now the kai guy he and his frnds were playing cricket and i went towards the window near lift to look down at him soooo😅😅 um.... Like whenever i tried to look at him he would look up and i was like trying to avoid him bcz i dont want him to know that i am interested in him
So i called sara and scolded her that bcz of her i cant even look at him blah blah kind of bullshit and then i asked her where she is she said she is that she is out of the bldg down there she told me to look down from the window
So i did look down and i didnt see her so i asked her again where she is and then ween i saw her i waved at her and smiled at her and called sara for fuck sake i fucked up guys when i was waving at her kai also was looking up so as to where she (sara) was waving i think and like iwasnt paying attention to him when i saw him i was like we are cooked girl werent you were playing the role of the girl who doesn't like me and why are we waving at eachother 🤣🤣 nah ppl it was embarassing ok like i was in my home clothes i was looking shitty asf and he saw me when she came up on my floor she told me that nobody would be able to recognise me as the quality of the image of me she was seeing was 360p and the guy kai has specs so he also cant she much so yea it ws in my favour but for fuck sake we are done we showed him first that our relationship isnt good but on the other hand in that situation it looked like we were good frnds 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️ i am srsly an idiot guysss
But nvm who cares
Ppl can somebody tell me how to move on from this guy plz dm me or just comment here ppl just help your author to move on from this guy
(She follows him on insta btw guys and she also said to me that why would she destroy her good image in front of him and i was like dont you have a bf why do you need to maintain so called good image with him in my mind😐😐)
And yes today when i was stalking him on insta from ky fake acc i did block him on insta for my mental peace but i just unblock his acc to look at his story i saw in his story that it was him and a girl in a restaurant eating and i was like yea thats it i guess lets just move on
Yall whenever i get ti know that the guy i like is interested in someone or is dating someone i just back off and try to move on from him i just dont like interfering in ppls business yk and like i also maintain a distance from my guy friends who are dating
Yea thats it for the story i wanted to shar it so much like i am busy these days didn't have time i shared it today
So i am thinking abt continuing my chat story from August yall i will definitely start writing it ok like yall plz give me ideas what should i write after that chp i have ran out of ideas what to write after that chp
So that it bye guys i would be back with another of my life story
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Cindy🎀✨