" Isn't his eyes so pretty? Like a black diamond shining in this beautiful galaxy."
Emma let out a soft chuckle while staring at picture of her crush.
" How long are you going to spend time on a picture? Isn't it better if we just visit all the places today?" States Eva, Emma's twin sister.
Emma has serious crush on Jungkook. She just celebrated her fourth anniversary of knowing BTS and happened to win her parents' heart to travel to S. Korea.
She knows meeting her favourite people would be hard. And taking a glance at her favorite human is impossible.
" It's raining outside. I don't think we would be able to go everywhere. Also I don't know if I can enjoy with this splitting headache."
Whines Emma as she lies on her stomach. She has worked hard to come here. Even did part time jobs to get extra few bucks so that she will slowly and healthily travel around. After all, her jetlag is worse than anything possible can happen.
Eva let out a sigh and rests her head on her sister's back.
" Hey! Emma!"
" What?"
" Isn't it hard? I can't even think of living a day without Alex. You said you love Jungkook. How did you manage to remain fine? Is it love?" She asks, since this question has been roaming in her mind.
Emma chuckles warmly and glances at the dazzling sunshine who has become someone important in her life.
" I don't know what love is. But It hurts. However, I think it's beautiful. There is no fear of being disappointment, fear of heartbreak or fear of losing him forever. Because from the beginning, my heart already knows that the happy ending exists in my world. Maybe in another universe, my other self is already meeting him and having the love that I want. Maybe I am happy there. I love him with no expectation, like adoring the moon knowing you can't reach there!" She smiles, " I just want him happy. That's enough!"
Eva notices the mood has changed. She almost slaps herself but sighs.
" Shall we grab some coffee? I heard there is a famous cafe where celebrities often visit. Maybe we can bump into someone famous!" Eva encourages.
" Fine. I feel bored in this room. We should have booked somewhere else!"
" Stop nagging. Let's go!" Eva sits her up and throws the hoodie on her.
After getting ready, both of them walk down the road. The cafe is around the corner of the street. So they just depend on their feet to go there.
The small café is indeed beautiful but with lots of signatures from celebrities.
However, unfortunate to them, the café is empty at this hour.
Emma and Eva order their coffee and cheese cakes. Both of them have same taste in food.
After ten minutes,
Emma is busy with capturing the signature in her camera. As she moves herself backwards little to make sure the pictures are perfect.
However she is startled by someone standing behind her.
" I'm sorry! I didn't mean to -!"
" It's fine!"
She stands there. The Panicking expression on her face turns into a total shock. The shiver runs underneath her skin as her eyes meet those beautiful black diamonds. The baggy clothes to those hair reaching his ears, A gentle smile on those lips and the mole on his neck...
Her heart is throbbing against her chest and throat. Her hand clenches a fist. She has entirely forgotten to breathe.
Before her eyes, the person she loves so dearly, walking away from her sight. She couldn't do anything. Couldn't say anything.
Her lips part away with a strong will to call him from behind. Her legs move on its own. Just to say something - something that she has been telling him in her dreams. She rushes out, only to find him walking away silently, freely and without worrying about being surrounded by people.
She couldn't run to him. She couldn't stop because she has imagined herself watching him walking away like this thousands of times. There is no way- he will ever know that someone behind him standing with tears in eyes, has thousands of words to share with him. He is like a untouchable star. She doesn't want to be a darting star who is blocking his way to go home.
He wants to respect his freedom, even though she knows there is no possibility of meeting him again, like this, in this closeness.
" He left! Why didn't you ask for an autograph?" Eva walks towards her. She isn't shocked to see her sister crying in the middle of the road.
" Why should I?" Emma wipes her tears and smiles brightly. " He has given me a ten seconds of memory. It's better than anything. I don't want to be a block of his way."
Eva sighs and looks at the direction.
Some love is really strange. You don't have to be involved physically and mutually.
