We all are sinners, ain't we. Some sins are not forgivable, you just have to pay for them. You just escape them by dying, U won't die till U pay the price.
These sins, are done by people like me. Not some criminals. There's no justice for these sins, these sins are of being just human. Not bad or good but human.
People like me who hurt people sometimes because in end I'm just a selfish human again. I ain't some Saint or can I be? Nah. That's impossible because I'm human. I'm supposed to have selfishness but if I'm selfish then why do I have this guilt which will kill me.
Hurting who love you ain't something we should do, right yet sometimes we all do.. because we can't hurt someone we don't love, I believe. You don't want to hurt them but the truth buried inside you,buries them, the moment you say it.
How can you do that??They loved you didn't they yet you still did it? Why?? Ever wondered. Just because they loved you doesn't YOU will love them. Ain't this all such an agonizing. You know it all but sometimes you do. This is a sin. You will pay. Definitely.
Whenever you will see people bleed because of you, you will bleed too.
They might heal but guilt within you, will never leave.The apologies will never fix it, once it's done it is done. You can't change the fact that YOU have hurted someone who loved YOU but again just because they loved you doesn't mean you will but if U didn't love them then why guilt?
Guilt because you know U did a sin. A sin which maybe forgiven by all but not YOU. You will always choose to suffer because of it. You will just pay like that. Death can separate you from that sin but what's a death without having a peace? Nothing. Just a satisfaction you thought you will feel but you didn't; even after dying because of guilt. Dying everyday without just guilt. Dying without dating. How sorrowful yet how true.
Those sins cannot be forgiven. No matter how much you do or apologise for them. You just have to pay for them and you will do. Some sins are not done by criminals but from us.
