Isn't that so amazing loving someone who feels disgusted in your presence yet you still love them more then anything.
Isn't that stupid to fight from everyone just for someone who doesn't even know the battle you go through just because you loved him more then anything same like that I have been brutally hurt too the way I saw you since my childhood was just as obvious then ever when you made a joke of me I'd laugh hard on it too can't you understand why?
Because I loved you more then anything I cried,begged the god to just give me your love nothing else everybody everybody told me to stop fighting killing myself all of my friends were watching me disappearing and I was happy like a fool while I was dying why?you may ask because I had hope lingering around my heart thinking that you'd see how beautiful I am or how much I love you.
Did you know I fought with my beloved god for you.
Did you know I fought with my dearest father for you.
I killed myself at such a young age just because of insecurity when I was skinny I thought I was fat I even wished to be in short height for you because your height was short I literally searched how to make someone regret to reject you when I was only 10 can you believe it 10 now it's been 7 years and I still remember the pain I felt just because I loved you for last 4 years how could a silly immature girl know what's right or what's wrong you ruined me.
I was sunshine you made me moonlight
I was red rose you dried all my colours
I was beautiful you made me feel so shitty that even now I look at you I get insecure
You killed the old me
The innocent me
The naive and happy me
And I will never never never
Forgive you for that...
Written by Angel/devil
