Every morning when I open my eyes I try my best not to think about those nights
All the time I wish to die but I don't wanna make my family cry walking with this heavy heart wishing to cry my heart out wishing to shout out everything but no one is here to hear me out than again I sleep with these heavy heart being grateful for the family which I don't deserve which loves me with all my flaws which loves me without expecting anything in return, hoping I don't open my eyes again wishing that someone take those memories away wishing that someone takes all my pain away wishing that someone hug me and say that I'm here to hear you out babe you can cry your heart out you can let all your pain out you can shout you can do anything you want just don't think about leave me you are important for me and I'm always here for ya~
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[Well in the starting I thought to rhyme it and make a poem but than I thought let it be let just write what's coming in your mind in the starting I was writing this for the competition (inf)but than I thought it's not good enough for that and I'm not really good at putting my feelings or anything in words so I wasn't able to write everything and like I want lol so yeah can you guy rate this from 1-10 please thank you it's my first post story so let's see what happens hehe]
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