Love is not something we can control; when it happens, it happens...
No one can halt this emotion. It brings both happiness and sadness...
There's a saying that love never has a happy ending; it's not destined, yet it never truly concludes, even if it remains incomplete...
Like Romeo and Juliet, Rose and Jack, they love each other but cannot coexist...
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On one memorable morning, the world unfurled like a masterpiece, its beauty wrapping around me like a gentle caress. As the first rays of sunlight kissed my face, I found myself awakening with a big, uncontrollable smile. The sheer happiness coursing through my veins was undeniable, even though the exact emotion eluded my understanding. It was one of those inexplicable, marvelous moments when life feels like a splendid, undiscovered melody.
Filled with this newfound joy, I embarked on my journey to school, each step light and purposeful. The day unfolded before me like an inviting canvas, painted with the colors of my buoyant mood.
The perpetual grin on my face didn't go unnoticed by one of my friends, who couldn't resist the curiosity bubbling within them. Their question hung in the air, a gentle probe into the source of my boundless cheer.
Almost without thinking, I responded with an air of vulnerability, "Maybe I'm in love." Those words, uttered spontaneously, seemed to linger in the atmosphere, carrying the weight of revelation.
In that instant, everything changed. The world around me took on a different hue as if I had stumbled upon a hidden chamber of emotions. Love, the most captivating and intricate of human emotions, had unveiled itself, and I found myself swept up in its enchanting embrace.
As I look back on that beautiful morning, I am reminded that life often surprises us when we least expect it. Love, with all its complexity, had quietly entered my heart, and I stood at the threshold of a new and profound chapter in my life. It served as a poignant reminder that sometimes, the most significant moments begin with the simplest of smiles.
As I uttered those words, "Maybe I'm in love," it was an involuntary confession that escaped my lips. The moment I realized what I had spoken, an enigmatic smile effortlessly spread across my face. Curious, she inquired about the object of my affection, but I found myself at a loss for words. Who was he? He seemed too flawless, almost ethereal, to be real—a person I could never truly be with. Her quizzical expression mirrored my inner turmoil.
Yet, in that moment of shared uncertainty, our gazes met, and we exchanged knowing smiles that blossomed into hearty laughter. Such spontaneous connections punctuated my entire day, leaving me with a sense of contentment.
Now, as the night descends, an unexplainable excitement washes over me, an eagerness to embrace slumber. It's as if I anticipate meeting him, seeing him in the realm of dreams. With this exhilaration, I drift off to sleep, carried away by the possibility of encountering a love that, while elusive in reality, finds its place in the enchanting world of dreams.
The following morning, I stirred from my slumber, but unlike previous days, a smile remained absent from my lips. His absence cast a shadow over the dawn, and the day unfolded like a monotonous tableau. Still, I clung to the fragile hope that today might differ, that I might catch a glimpse of him. With this anticipation, I surrendered once more to sleep, dreaming of his presence.
Days passed in succession, and he remained elusive. Five sunrises and sunsets came and went, each day tinged with the same yearning and unanswered questions.
Then, on the following day, I allowed a glimmer of hope to accompany me into my dreams. That night, as I closed my eyes, he finally appeared.
"𝕴𝖓 𝖉𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖒"
He sat by the ocean, and I stood close beside him. With He gentle turn, he beckoned, "Come here... Sit next to me." A serene smile graced his face as I complied, settling beside him. Under the canopy of a starlit sky, he remarked, "Look at that star, how brilliantly it shines." In response, I unwittingly echoed, just like you...
And he spoke, "Do you know what I've heard? When a star shines brightly, it's destined to be explored... And you know, I'm the star that will never fall for you. I'm the star that will gone forever soon, just like that star..." Without hesitation, I declared, "I don't mind. I'll love you no matter what... I'll love you even beyond my last breath, and after hearing this, he burst into laughter. Eventually, he paused and said, "It's time..."
"𝕽𝖎𝖓𝖌-𝕽𝖎𝖓𝖌"
As the sun's gentle rays streamed through my window, coaxing me from slumber, the very first words to escape my lips were, "I will love you no matter what." A promise whispered into the morning's hushed embrace, a declaration etched upon the canvas of my soul.
The routine of life beckoned, urging me to prepare for school, but a shadow of melancholy enveloped me. The words, "It's time," had lingered in the air, haunting my thoughts with their enigmatic weight. Each passing moment seemed to deepen the mystery, leaving me perplexed and disheartened.
Days turned into weeks, and still, his absence prevailed. My last glimmer of hope began to wane, but an intangible force held me captive. A lingering optimism, buried deep within my heart, persisted, whispering that one day he might reappear in the tapestry of my dreams.
As I navigated the currents of life, I wrestled with the urge to move on. Yet, an ethereal tether bound me to the past, to a love that defied logic and reason. It was a love that vowed to endure, even in the face of uncertainty. And so, I tread the path of life, carrying with me the profound words that began my day, "I will love you no matter what," forever etched in my soul as a testament to a love that transcends time and space.
I dated a person whose kindness radiated like a warm embrace, and his laughter could light up even the gloomiest of days. To the world, we appeared as a harmonious pair, but there was a poignant truth that set him apart. With him, I couldn't summon the profound emotions that surged within me when he materialized in my dreams. It was a contradiction that defied explanation, a paradox where the surreal outshone the tangible.
These dream encounters, as inexplicable as they might sound, were as vivid and palpable as any waking moment. In those stolen reveries, the lines between reality and fantasy blurred, forging a connection that transcended the mundane world.
However, as life hurled me into its ceaseless whirlwind, the days grew crowded with obligations and responsibilities. The sanctuary of solitude and introspection, once so essential, slipped from my grasp. My hours were devoured by a relentless frenzy, leaving little room for self-discovery or reflection.
Yet, in the midst of this frenetic existence, I couldn't escape the yearning that tugged at my soul—a yearning for those elusive dreams and the intense emotions they awakened. It was a testament to the human heart's capacity to cling to the extraordinary, even when shrouded by the ordinary. And so, I navigated the currents of life, grappling with this enigmatic truth, forever wondering if one day, against all odds, he would reappear in my dreams, reigniting that inexplicable connection.
Life often takes unexpected turns, and for me, one of those pivotal moments arrived when I met him. He had entered my dreams like a silent whisper, and I awoke the following morning, not with a smile, but with a heavy heart. The realization struck me like a thunderbolt – he had appeared, only to vanish forever.
Deep down, I understood that he was never destined to be mine. Yet, my heart clung to him with an unwavering affection that no one else could replace. The pain of his absence seemed like a wound that would never heal, an ache that would linger indefinitely.
In the aftermath, I found myself unable to move forward. My existing relationship disintegrated, unable to compete with the luminosity he had brought into my life. He was my shining star, the one who had illuminated my world. But, as he had foretold, he departed, leaving me in solitude.
Life has a curious way of leading us through unforeseen emotions and encounters. He may have been a fleeting presence, but his impact was profound, forever etched in the tapestry of my existence. Though he vanished from my life, his memory remains, a bittersweet reminder of a love that was never meant to be.
In the ebb and flow of life, my dark days resurfaced, casting shadows that seemed impossible to escape. Memories of my past began to claw their way back into my consciousness, and with them came a renewed self-loathing. In response, I instinctively distanced myself from the warmth of my family and the comfort of my friends, cocooning myself in solitude. I harbored an unspoken fear deep within – the belief that they would reject me if they ever uncovered the truth about my past. The mere thought of their potential abandonment weighed heavily on my heart.
Yet, life is a tapestry of unpredictable events, and another significant twist awaited me. One day, I made a life-altering decision – to confide in my closest friend, the one person with whom I shared my innermost thoughts. As I approached her, anxiety clenched at my chest, and my mind swirled with apprehensions. What if she turned away from me in disgust? What if she deemed me unworthy of her friendship? Regardless, I had resolved to accept her decision, no matter how painful it might be, because, in my own eyes, it was what I deserved.
To my astonishment, as I began to unravel the secrets of my past, she reciprocated by revealing her own struggles. It was an unexpected revelation that left me pondering the enigmatic workings of fate. Could it be mere coincidence, or was it destiny intertwining our lives in this profound way? Her revelation ignited a spark within me, a spark that made me question my own resilience. If she, too, could confront her past and move forward, then why couldn't I? How could I perceive myself as weak when she stood as a testament to strength and resilience?
In the wake of this revelation, I embarked on a transformative journey. I began to mend the rift within myself, acknowledging that while I had once loved deeply and still harbored that affection, I could also find the strength to move forward. He had been a beacon of light in my darkest hours, a presence that had appeared when I needed it most. Perhaps he had come to me in my dreams because, at that time, my heart had yearned for a love that would endure for eternity.
Life's twists and turns are often shrouded in uncertainty, and sometimes, the people who enter our lives do so with a purpose beyond our comprehension. My friend's unexpected revelation not only illuminated my path to healing but also prompted me to reevaluate my strength and capacity for resilience. Though I still held a special place in my heart for the past, I learned to cherish the present and embrace the possibility of a brighter future.
I can still vividly recall the moment when he spoke those words, words that would remain etched in my heart forever. "I will be gone forever one day, like everyone does," he said. But then he added something that struck a chord deep within me, "I believe in you. You will shine brightly like a star, and I will always be by your side because I'm a part of you." It may have been a mere illusion or a product of my imagination, but those words resonated with me in a profound way.
The person who had been there for me when I needed someone the most, even if it was only in my mind, had left an indelible mark on my soul. I knew that his presence was a memory, a beautiful memory that would accompany me until my last breath. My heart held a special place for the friend who had transformed my entire life. I loved them for the warmth and comfort they had brought into my world. And for that, I am eternally grateful for the friend who changed my life and left an imprint of love that will guide me until the end of my days.
Love, as I've come to understand, is not confined to people alone. Love has a boundless nature; it can extend to anyone or anything without discrimination. What truly matters is the depth and sincerity of the emotion. It's a sentiment that transcends boundaries and defies categorization.
One fundamental truth about love is that the person who genuinely loves you will never abandon you, not even in death. Their love is unwavering, unyielding, and unconditional. It extends beyond the physical realm, beyond the constraints of mortality. They will embrace you for who you are, accepting every facet of your being. Whether they are physically present beside you or not, their love remains a constant, an unwavering force that surrounds you.
In essence, this is the essence of love. It's not the fleeting moments or the physical presence that define it. Love is defined by the enduring connection, the unbreakable bond that transcends time and space. It's the knowledge that someone, somewhere, cherishes you deeply, and that love is an enduring force that will always accompany you on your journey through life.
So, as I reflect on the words he spoke, I realize that love, in its purest form, is an eternal presence. It doesn't fade away with time or circumstance; instead, it continues to illuminate our lives, just like a star that never ceases to shine. It's a force that uplifts, supports, and accepts unconditionally. Cherish those who love you in this way, for they are the keepers of the profound beauty
that's what is love...
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- 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖊𝖓𝖉 -
