When I was young, my parents did not hesitate to be intimate with each other in bed despite my presence.
As a result, I matured early, longing for a man's affection much more than my peers.
One day, I took the initiative to invite my crush, a male teacher, to take private photos for me.
1
My name is Liu Ruyan. Perhaps because I saw too much of such things from a young age, I developed feelings early and matured physically better than my peers.
As early as the fifth grade in elementary school, I had a 36D bust, a peach-shaped buttock, and a pair of long, straight, and white legs.
Dressing slightly revealing would get me labeled, so I always wore baggy clothes to hide my figure.
But the night after my 18th birthday, I daringly wore a white shirt and a hip-skirt I dared not wear before, along with black stockings men liked.
I was prepared to give my first time to my beloved teacher, Chen.
After all, he was the only one nice to me in this world!
When I was young, after my father was jailed for stealing manhole covers, my mother soon found a new father for me.
They were both not nice to me. After they had my little brother, they only had eyes for him. Only leftovers from my brother would they remember me.
Entering adolescence, both my intelligence and body developed better than my peers. I often ranked first in my grade. However, my parents still looked down on me, making me wear worn-out clothes from my brother, even lacking my own underwear.
The school didn't have a uniform policy, and in my worn-out clothes without underwear, I often accidentally exposed myself at school.
My entire middle school life was spent under the strange gazes of male classmates and the scorn of female classmates who isolated me together.
Teacher Chen saved me from my bleak youth that seemed to have no future.
When our new homeroom teacher, Teacher Chen, who just moved into my house, saw my plight, he kindly made me hot meals, bought me new clothes, and even underwear.
In my eyes, he was better than my parents.
Until my 18th birthday, when Teacher Chen actually bought a cake to celebrate, I was completely moved.
Looking into his gentle eyes, I felt an unprecedented impulse and silently made a wish:
I wanted Teacher Chen to love me, to treat me like my father used to treat my mother in bed.
2
Thus, to realize my birthday wish soon, I began to make my move on Teacher Chen the next night.
At midnight, I quietly watched from the doorway as Teacher Chen, after showering and drying his wet hair, returned to his room.
I then changed into the white shirt and hip-skirt, along with the black stockings bought online that all men liked.
Stepping out of the bedroom and into Teacher Chen's room, using the reason that I needed personal physique photos for a Taobao model application, I hoped Teacher Chen could take portrait photos for me.
"Teacher Chen, could you help me take a photo?"
As expected, men really do like this outfit. Teacher Chen was stunned at first, but then hurriedly averted his gaze and his voice turned hoarse.
"Ruyan, isn't that outfit a bit too sexy?"
"Teacher Chen, I'm applying as a lingerie model, it's supposed to highlight sexiness..."
"That's why I can only ask you, Teacher Chen, for help. I'm afraid I'll encounter perverts if I go to a photo studio..."
Hearing this, Teacher Chen nodded, taking my phone.
Seeing this, my heart leapt with joy. According to plan, I directly took off my shoes and climbed onto Teacher Chen's bed, which I had longed for.
Due to the small size of Teacher Chen's room, I had to lie on the bed for him to have a sufficient angle to take photos.
And because the phone's pixels were terrible, he had to get very close to take clear photos, so much that when I lay down, he was almost completely leaning over me, aiming the phone at my chest.
It was only then that Teacher Chen noticed something was wrong, hesitating with a look on his face: "Ruyan, perhaps we should take the photos in the living room?"
However, I shook my head, tugging at Teacher Chen's pants and looking up at him with pitiful eyes.
"Teacher Chen, my parents can't find out about this, or they'll definitely demand the money I earn from modeling."
Hearing my words, Teacher Chen no longer insisted and leaned over me again, ready to start taking photos with the phone in his hand.
But little did he expect that I would take off my white shirt and hip-skirt in the next moment, leaving only my intimate clothes and the leg-wrapped black stockings.
"Teacher Chen, I'm applying as a lingerie model, so I thought taking lingerie photos would be better."
"…"
Seeing Teacher Chen's caught-off-guard expression, I blinked innocently.
In my heart, I anxiously wondered, would he be moved by me like this?
Teacher Chen's next reaction brought me a secret joy.
He lectured me with a serious tone.
"Ruyan, you must never undress in front of men so casually in the future; they could forcibly harm you."
While saying this, his eyes glimmered strangely, his breathing became rough, and his voice deep and hoarse.
His hands rested on my thighs.
"But teachers are different, you can completely trust teachers... Ruyan, be good, spread your legs a bit wider, it will look better in the photos..."
3
After taking the photos, Teacher Chen asked me to return to my room.
Seeing the hastily departing Teacher Chen, I understood. He must have gone into hiding to vent his desires alone.
Watching Teacher Chen, stirred by my tease, I secretly delighted.
The next day, when my parents took my brother out, leaving only Teacher Chen and me at home...
I wasn't up yet, but Teacher Chen seemed unable to wait any longer and took the liberty of opening my bedroom door.
"Ruyan, do you want to do something fun with the teacher?"
I suddenly felt something was wrong with Teacher Chen, but it was too late. After he finished speaking, he climbed onto my bed.
And just like that, Teacher Chen took my virginity.
Afterward, Teacher Chen appeared satisfied, while I cried out loud, this was entirely beyond my expectations, not what I had imagined at all.
"Ruyan, teacher loves you, don't worry, teacher will be nice to you for your whole life, and spoil you as the treasure in the palm!"
Teacher Chen kept comforting me, and I began to waver again.
Maybe this development wasn't so bad.
Since Teacher Chen was willing to be with me for life, did it matter if it was voluntary?
My parents never cared about me as much as they did my brother, so I really hoped someone would love and care for me wholeheartedly. When Teacher Chen gave me such care, I couldn't help but fall in love with him, even though he was more than a decade older than me.
After what happened, I didn't tell my parents. Whenever they were not around, Teacher Chen would vent on me without restraint.
Gradually, he became dissatisfied with the current, regular situation.
"Ruyan, since your parents don’t care about you, to them, as long as you make progress in your studies, it's the same wherever you study. Why don't we move out and live together, it would be more convenient for us."
"That might not be a good idea; what if my parents scold me?" I was a bit worried.
"Ruyan, don’t you want to be with the teacher all the time? I thought you deeply loved the teacher..."
Teacher Chen sounded disappointed, lowering his eyes and no longer looking at me.
But he didn't press me further.
I felt sad, of course, a girl who was experiencing love for the first time would want to be with the person she loves all the time, it's just that I couldn't yet shake off the views of society.
At this moment, Teacher Chen took out a new dress for me.
After I put it on, I immediately fell in love with the dress.
Mainly because in my parents' eyes, my brother was everything. In their view, it was enough for me to have clothes to wear; they would never buy me such a beautiful little dress, and it also made me feel Teacher Chen's love for me.
The appearance of this little dress completely convinced me of Teacher Chen's love for me. He would be good to me for the rest of my life.
In secret, I made up my mind that even if it meant abandoning my parents, I had to be with Teacher Chen.
A few days later, my parents went on a trip with my brother behind my back. When I called them, they were evasive, and I finally saw my mother's Moments.
She posted a photo of the family. My brother was laughing happily in my parents' arms, a very happy family, just without me in it.
Remembering all the cold treatment I had received since my brother was born, a sense of injustice rose in my heart.
Why am I also their child, but my brother can be valued while they don't like me, yet they brought me into this world?
I thought of Teacher Chen.
I am not without backup; at least I have Teacher Chen.
Since my parents don't love me, then I will choose to let Teacher Chen love me.
I want to be with Teacher Chen, this time I will abandon my parents, I want them to regret it.
So, one night, I knocked on Teacher Chen's door.
After Teacher Chen opened the door and saw me standing there, his face immediately showed a surprise.
"Teacher Chen, my parents took my brother on a trip, they abandoned me, can you take me in? We can move out to live together..."
I cautiously asked Teacher Chen.
Teacher Chen hardly hesitated, taking me to rent a place to live that very day.
Several days went by, my parents didn't notice I had run away from home. I think in their eyes, I'm dispensable, just a burden.
Teacher Chen is still good to me, cooking hot meals for me every day, and often buying various clothes for me.
In Teacher Chen's house, he set the rules. Here he directed everything, and to make Teacher Chen like me more, I often indulged him, gradually not even noticing myself becoming his slave.
But being so liked by Teacher Chen feels so good. I'm not without someone who loves me. I hope time can stay at this moment, happiness is enough.
How naive I was to not realize the terrifying extent of human desires. In the near future, my world would face a turnaround.
4
Today, Teacher Chen came up with a new idea.
Different from the past, he was exceptionally excited today, repeatedly suggesting I look in a certain direction.
"Honey, perform well!"
In a daze, I looked in the direction and found a camera.
I sobered up in an instant.
I grabbed the camera, questioning Teacher Chen.
Initially, he was somewhat flustered but became angry on my persistent questioning.
"I just wanted to shoot for my own viewing in the future, what's wrong with that? Are you treating me as a criminal for interrogation!"
Seeing Teacher Chen furiously lash out, I didn’t back down.
After some investigation, I turned on the camera and clearly saw myself wearing clothes bought by Teacher Chen, under his guidance, performing various indecent poses.
My intention was to please Teacher Chen. I loved him, I wanted to make him happy, but clearly, Teacher Chen didn't think the same.
Although I was young and inexperienced, I knew such videos should not be made.
Although Teacher Chen assured me repeatedly that these videos would not be leaked, I could not accept my beloved Teacher Chen doing this to me.
I forcefully demanded Teacher Chen to delete the videos, and I wanted to check his past recordings.
If Teacher Chen accidentally leaked the videos in the future, the spit from the world alone could drown me; I couldn't imagine what that scene would be like.
Unexpectedly, I angered Teacher Chen.
He flipped me over on the bed with a slap, his once gentle demeanor becoming twisted and hateful.
"Little bitch, a few videos won’t make you lose a piece of flesh. Dare to question me, you’re turning the heavens upside down!"
While I was still stunned, Teacher Chen kicked me several times in the stomach.
I was in so much pain, cold sweat broke out, and tears immediately streamed down.
Teacher Chen snatched the camera from my hands, no longer bothering to pretend in my incredulous gaze, proudly telling me he had grown tired of me long ago. While I'm still young and in good shape, he intends to shoot several videos to make money.
“Don't worry, as long as you behave, I will always treat you well. But if you dare to defy me, I will send these videos to all your friends and everyone around you. What will they think after seeing the videos? How will people look at you then?”
I was terrified by Teacher Chen's words.
If that were the case, I wouldn't be able to face anyone.
I thought I had found the love of my life, which is why I confidently gave myself to Teacher Chen. But never did I expect him to be a demon in human skin.
I was filled with regret.
But what power do I have now to confront him?
I can't fight him, let alone he has leverage on me.
I cried and pleaded with Teacher Chen but couldn't stir the slightest compassion in his heart.
Just like that, I was confined in Teacher Chen’s house, forced to shoot videos day and night.
One day, Teacher Chen excitedly told me, "Ruyan, don’t you want to stop making videos? That’s fine."
I shuddered, feeling more uneasy. Would Teacher Chen really let me go so easily?
Of course, he continued, "Videos are outdated now, let’s start live streaming, live streaming can make big money. You know I love you. It’s just difficult for two people to get by in this society. Just bear with it for me."
“Just need to flaunt a bit of sexiness in front of the camera, call out ‘bro’ a few times, and it will attract countless people to tip you. You know, to get what you want, you have to give up something.”
Looking at Teacher Chen’s twisted face, I dared not speak.
I had been intimidated by him during this period. Just a little disobedience would lead to a severe beating.
What choice do I have at this point?
Under Teacher Chen’s arrangement, I helplessly changed into sexy attire and flaunted myself in front of the camera, occasionally having to sweet-talk the camera.
I wanted to cry but had no tears, regretting my initial choice even more.
Although my parents didn't show me as much attention as they did my brother, they would never treat me like Teacher Chen.
I wanted to escape from Teacher Chen but had no chance. Besides the high-intensity live streaming, I had to physically serve Teacher Chen after the streams.
Now, no matter how profound Teacher Chen's sweet talk was, I was unmoved.
I finally paid a painful price for my naïvety.
5
Every day, I hoped someone would save me.
But under Teacher Chen’s surveillance, I didn't dare to openly seek help.
Having learned from the past, I also dared not easily trust others.
Then one day, I received a private message from the top fan.
"Ruyan, I've tipped you tens of thousands of yuan already. When can we meet in private? Don't worry, name your price."
Teacher Chen also saw this message and was tempted.
This top fan was very generous online, tipping me thirty or forty thousand just in the network. A private meeting would definitely not be cheap.
Teacher Chen, stroking my thigh, smiled and asked for my opinion.
I found his smile extremely sinister. The man of my dreams had become an ugly demon in my eyes. With a sob, I asked him.
“Teacher Chen, am I not your woman? Do you also want others to toy with me?”
Teacher Chen's expression changed, coldly stating: “Ruyan, isn’t it good to have one more person to cherish you, it won’t cost you a limb!”
Seeing the cold light flashing in his eyes, I shrank my neck.
I was afraid I had been trained by Teacher Chen.
So when he asked me to dress up provocatively to meet the top fan, I obediently complied.
When I was taken outside, Teacher Chen followed me vigilantly, fearing I would seek help from others, constantly reminding me behind that he had those compromising videos of me.
After hearing his words, I was already numbed.
This demon!
If I don't escape, God knows how long he will torment me.
I constantly looked for opportunities, alas, Teacher Chen was very vigilant.
Until I was pushed into the room of the top fan as mentioned.
Teacher Chen instructed me to contact him immediately after the deal, warning if I dared to flee, he would distribute those videos of mine to all my acquaintances.
I thought I would face another round of torment, but when I entered the room, what I saw was a group of people.
The leading policewoman was stunned when she saw me, muttering, "Why is she so young?"
I broke down instantly, sobbing into her arms.
Seeing these warriors of justice, I realized I was finally escaping from hell.
After calming my emotions and wiping my tears, I recounted my ordeal to the police present.
The policewoman pondered for a moment, asking me to lure Teacher Chen into the ambush.
This wasn't difficult to achieve, considering my understanding of Teacher Chen, I could do it.
A demon like Teacher Chen deserved to be punished.
Thus, I deceived Teacher Chen, claiming the top fan gave me a lot of money, which I couldn't carry alone. Without hesitation, Teacher Chen charged into the room.
What awaited him, of course, were the police officers.
When he realized it was me who had set him up, he cursed me furiously, even threatening to release those videos of mine to my friends and everyone around, wanting to ruin my reputation and make it impossible for me to face others.
This time, looking into his eyes, I was calm and collected.
"Teacher Chen, if you really do that, I will also willingly pay for my mistakes."
"After this incident, I also understood that instead of depending on others, it's better to learn self-respect and self-love!"
No matter how Teacher Chen yelled and cursed, what awaited him was prison.
As for me, I was returned to my parents. Seeing their once radiant faces now filled with worry as they looked at me, I finally understood, there are no parents in this world who do not love their own children.
I was momentarily blinded by temporary warmth and paid a heavy price for it.
From now on, I will live honestly, gaining others' liking while also firmly choosing to love myself...
