Library , a place where people go to find peace and to get lost in those books which always whisper different stories in your ear and mind .
In this vast world there was a girl (Amaya) sitting in the corner seat plugging earphones, eyes glued in her books as of she don't care a bit about the world around her. Keeping a simple look wearing a cotton frocks which was going down her knees with two small lower buns on both side of her hair with two cotton balls earing and a small rabbit locket in her neck.
Opposite of here quite personality her friend (Akasuki) like to talk a lot and makes a lot of friends. Knowing everyone there , her slow whispering giggles and laughs can be heard with almost everyone.
One day after having lunch both were standing in the balcony , one was just staring at the garden ahead while other was busy on her phone , then they both heard a voice from behind....
"Hey are you guys from XY college"
Both turned around only to see a boy standing there looking at them
He continued " I am Osame, what about you guys".
One of them replied cheerfully " yeah we are in XY college, I am Akasuki and she is my friend Amaya ".
Osame looked at Amaya , Amaya also looked at him and said hello just audible enough.
And that's it Akasuki and Osame started talking, in between Osame looked at Amaya as if he was urging her to contribute in the conversation too...
Just like that they started to know each other having lunch together and study too. For Osmae and Akasuki it was just a normal getting to know each other but for Amaya getting attention, not being left behind, being asked her likes, dislike, asking to join or start an conversation, it was all new for her just like a new world.
One day , Akasuki and Amaya was having coffee in cafeteria, Akasuki said "hey! Do you think Osame likes you , I mean I saw him staring at you when you do your work,not teasing your, even he doni argue with you nd does what you ask him to do even though you ask very rarely."
Amaya's expression was not exactly expressing what she is feeling inside.
She was shocked like there is a huge fall of emotions stirred inside her.
She replied "it's impossible".
Even though her reply was clam but who knows what kind of emotions her friend stirred inside her today.
After that day Amaya started noticing Osame's every little actions towards her, the girl who always pleased to stay alone and don't like to interact with anyone suddenly started to seek for his attention, started to strike conversation with him and started breaking her wall , becoming close to him step by step...
Akasuki teasing Amaya said "Ara Ara, someone is being quite close to Osami-kun these days"
Amaya replied hiding her shy smile "it's nothing like it just our interest is same in a lot of fields like taste in music and all ...
Akasuki said to Amaya while going inside Library smiling " yes yes As if ".
Both went to there seats and Amya as always emerged herself in the world of books with earphones plucked in her ears but today only her eyes seem to be submerged in the books world not her mind..
But Amaya never knew opening a small door in the wall she always surround herself with where she feels safe was the worst decision ever.It was worse to misunderstanding Osame-kun gestures into as feelings...
Amaya was casually passing by the corridor of library after getting some fresh air only to see a scenario to get her little heart broken.
Osame was laughing and talking with some girls and even talking to them in his that friendly and flirty tone.Girls touching his shoulders, beating his hands playfully in between. He was so comfortable in all that.
It makes Amya feels that her world is different, and her guess was wrong to think that they both can make their world come together to make a beautiful place...
After that day they all couldn't meet up like always because of exam and stuffs.
In between she saw him two times but didn't let her emotions come out in front on him.
Even though all of them had their contacts but Osame and Amaya rarely talked on texts and calls. And now it almost stopped. She is not even sure if she will meet him Again.
DID I GET IT WRONG WHEN HE HELD MY HAND SOMETIMES, DID I SEE IT WRONG WHEN HE USES TO MAKE EYE CONTACTS FOR LONG TIME,WAS THAT WRONG WHEN HE SPECIFICALLY MADE ME FEEL SPECIAL FROM KEEPING HIS HAND ON MY THIGHS TILL GOT CLOSE TO ME FACE IF WE MOVE EVEN A INCH. THEY WILL END UP KISSING EACH OTHER...
I GUESS I WAS ......
After that day the girl went back to her thta corner that she earlier was in but was it easy. She was regretting why did she started the conversation on that very first day they met . She liked her quite life. It was peaceful.
She don't even liked to make friends that much. Friendship is a burden to her. She stayed with Akasuki so that she can't see someone being sad because of her.
Only if she understood staying alone is not her weakness or loneliness,it's her peace that she broke because of Akasuki and Osame.
Only if she ignored those nonsense Akasuki told her ....
BUT LIFE HAS ITS OWN PLAN...
DID SHE REALLY MISREAD HIS ACTION..
BUT
IT WILL ALWAYS REMAIN AS QUESTION..
BECAUSE
WHO KNOWS IF SHE WILL REMAKE THAT DOOR IN HER WALLS AGAIN.....
If she will meet him again......
