It's me again,
This is about the man who made me feel like a nobody. There was this man who makes me feel someone who's not important, I don't know how, what,whn and why I like him ( I do know if it should be like or love as I don't know what to feel after those years).
March 31
One afternoon, while I was chatting with my best friend, I came up with a stupid prank to prank our other friends, and that is "We have a boyfriend prank". It's the best and worst happening in my life that it came from the point that I don't know if I should pr should not regret the stupid prank I come up with.
After I met him of course I am not the kind of woman that will let someone left out of the conversation, so I approached him as I should. I never thought that he's fine that he can listen, I never thought that I will fall out of inconvenience. I was never his standard to begin with because I am not smart like her nor him. I am not rich in money I guess, I remember the lady that is with us while taking care of my cousin. She said " The important treasures to the people in the year of 50s are lands not the money. Well, pooor people are like that but for rich people. Their treasure is money and lands, because to us people, rich or poor. The most important treasure is Family except if you are greedy" and she laugh. I guess she have a point. Back to where I was earlier, I am not rich in money but I am rich in land, how funny that even though both people are not in the same league, there will be people who will always have their own riches. He used me onxe without me noticing and because of that I realized that it's better to be used once than to be used so many times. I was never angry nor disappointed, I was just a fool that I think of it as helping him out because he's in love with my Best friend. Having standards is having pains because standards will surely make someone insecure juat because he/she can't reach it, if he/she lowered his/her standards maybe there is a chance and who ever get that is lucky.
Until the next post.- Gela
