I'm alieson, And I will tell to you guys on how my life turned hell but changed as I get to know her side but too late.
She likes me, that's true. Sometimes I just say to myself why me? Of all people, why am I her chosen victim, to make me a slave to his painful habits, to threaten and control my life as if it were nothing and a toy that when you get fed up, you will just throw it away everywhere.
But they said I was different, she never got tired of me, she only wanted me with her. Even if I plan to run away, there is still nothing, even if she doesn't let me go, she won't stop hurting me.
But the day I planned this all, are the only one who make me regret all the things I've done to her.
"PLEASE!! Let me go!"
"Why would I let you go? You're mine, and if you can't be mine, I'll make sure that you're body still belongs to me." She pointed me a gún, n-no...
"I-ive, p-please... You won't do it to me right? "
"Why not? If you can't be mine, then no one belong to you now, I can shøot this to your head if you want... " she is emotionless but I saw something that I can't even explain, as she slowly approach me.
"Ive, I want to live... D-don't do this toe please, I promise I will never run away from you now." my tears started flowing down to my cheeks, my body was now shaking.
"They say I'm a psycho... "
No, you're not...
Her voice suddenly being cal. "They think that I'm a psycho, why can't I show to you how real psycho is me?" but then her voice changed from calm to being dangerous.
"I'd never fall inlove, and they said I will never fall inlove..."
I closed my eyes, please let me be safe from her.
"But I met you, "
She suddenly grab the gún and a loud shøot from a gún, she shøot it from the ceiling.
"You won't understand me, and I can't understand myself. I can't control myself, I love you that's the truth... But this is the last time I will saw you" she smiled, her tone became sad.
I slowly opened my eye, I saw her eyes staring at me but with sadness.
"You don't love me... " why is she acting so weird, is this real?
"I-ive, t-thats not true, that not what I mean to... "
"But it is, you always do and I feel it... "
She shøot her gún again now in the ground, it feel's like she can't stop clicking the gún and made a loud noise from anywhere.
"You changed me... And I show if your mind still changed after this..." the last thing she said as she was about to shøot the gún from me but unexpectedly when the gún changed direction, she pointed the gún to herself.
"Ive!!! "
We always think about something that are wrong specially when it comes about a person's personality, she's trauma...
Even she does those thing, something in her eyes feel like she want to tell me everything, she's dangerous yet sweet, she's may act viølénce, but she always feel guilty.
All I can say,
She's afraid of losing me...
****"
"Alieee!!! Wake up! " I sit in my bed.
