It's like a bug.. slowly, slowly devouring your insides until there is nothing but a void is left.. empty and dark!
Why was i born?
Why did i not tell anyone abt him?
Why did he think abt me that night?
Why do they fight cuz of me?
Why does he hate me?
Why do they love me?
Why am i all alone?
Why can no one comprehend me?
All these thoughts only brings me back to one answer.. because of me!
Unable to see a path..
This darkness consuming me..
This guilt numbing my emotions ..
I'm unable to feel anything..
I've lost empathy..
I've lost myself..
No one can understand anything that i do or say..
The thoughts occupying my mind..
The urge ripping my insides..
The unbearable yet unexplainable lump in my heart.. The unspoken agony..
The unshed tears and hidden blood..
The scars and shivers..
The melancholy of my soul..
The bane of my existence..
Torment of myself..
For the death of me, is where my salvation is..
