Hello my name is ....does it important. I am just a ordinary human being just like you and maybe my problems are also ordinary but still I wanted to share it.
The question that I often run into these days is AM I SPECIAL? in any way,different in any aspect? Do I want to be special or I want yo be different?
I also go through the daily life like you do and in the end of the day I'm just like everyone. Now the main question that arise is what will make me different?? Is it a physical difference or a virtual difference?
Today I met a person, who was very cool I thought maybe he is different, the difference I also want. But I didn't find he cool until I talk to him so maybe I'm also cool but I can't find it myself but later I find out how he treat his parents and I didn't like it at all so I think this is not the difference I wanted but Yet doesn't my thoughts differ from his, Does that mean I'm different in that aspect!!? Does that mean I'm special?
Just when i was thinking about it I realized that the window of my seat was open and whenever I got the window seat that's makes me happy...no matter what thought I would be having I would keep everything aside and look out of the window.
I love the fast wind the scenarios the sun light and just when I realized that everyone in the bus has shut their window down and staring at their phone screen with a frown between their eyebrows..the aunty sitting next to me told me to close the window with an angry face because the wind was messing her hair!!!
I don't know how but just then the time stopped...everything stopped the angry aunty the bus the everything and in that split of seconds I saw how people closed the window and staring at their phone screen they were looking at the news that how the pollution is raising but they are still throwing the waste outside the bus some were looking at YouTube that how the rare species of birds are disappearing but still using the network..the cool boy is saying bad things to an old lady because she step on his that is according to him is expensive the aunty next to me is shouting at me to close the window and BOOM💥 AM I DIFFERENT, OR AM I SPECIAL??
YES I am, but no one only I myself would know how special I'm, because I'm different than the whole society I live in. But again a different question arise WHAT DOES MAKES ME DIFFERENT?? but I would not think about it now. First I gave the women next to me a savage reply with a smile on my face ""agar apko itna hi dikkat ho raha hai toh dushri seat pe chali jaiye"" (if you have so much problem then go to a different seat) and also my all time favorite reply ""I feel like vomiting"" that women made a disgusting face and move to a different seat ..the old lady comes and sit next to me ...I felt a sense of relief and leans on the window frame while enjoying the same path that I have took 1000 times but it's still amazed me how beautiful it is looking today..I had a loud chuckle inside my heart.
Again am I special?? It's a question that I have an answer now that is yes I'm!!!
For my dear friend Shashi♡ yes love you are special.....from your dear friend K♡