I was in 6th grade when I saw a girl in white.... everyone else were in uniform while she was dressed as fairy full of white pretty dress with long dark hairs,fair creamy skin tone,fluffy cheeks, stunning eyes,soft pink lips,a bit blushing cheeks and her face filled with happiness that's when i understood she stole something from me in an instant
Oh!no she stole my heart she is almost a perfect fairy in my heart that no other beauty could be compared..
After a month,in a school fest we were given a chance to play cindrella show and guess what my fairy was choosen the cindrella and auditions for the prince role were still in progress though I don't have any knowledge or interest in acting i didn't wanted to let this chance go...
So I learnt to act for her...I got selected as prince's brother.yes,it sounds a bit sad but not for me as long as I can see her and she can notice my presence nothing was bad for me....we started rehearsals there were only 2 scenes of mine with her which are like heaven to me....
But maybe God had different plans for me.....the student playing for prince role fell ill out of nowhere and I was selected prince and I had many chances to touch her feel her see her to the fullest......yes..... today is the first day i touched my little fairy......I was very happy with this ......we got close to each other eventually after few days.....the show was a big hit.....
I was a good student in acedimecs.so, sometimes she approached me for advices and our friendship arouse... I meant friendship for her and love for me....
After two years of friendship,we became bestfriends of a group of 5 members 3 girls and 2 boys including me and her....soon,our days turned out to be very smooth and unnoticed that they melted really fast like ice on pan......soon,our schooling days. Are about to be finished... I felt very reluctant to leave the little world of mine filled with everything I needed happy family,good friends,no pressure,carefree life and most importantly my little fairy....but as they say everything has an expiry my school life also ended....I miss them badly ...
We got divided into groups and colleges but luckily I and my fairy got into same college but different groups....so we both were still together...
On one day i noticed a stream of blood flowing towards my feet and a big crowd surround at the front door of our college i wished that the person who was into this could be fine....soon as my curiosity grew i went to take a look at them as I moved further more i noticed a familiar hair pattern,body type lying unconscious on her back I turned her with shaking hands to see who it was....as I wished not to be...but it was my little fairy.I shouted," oh!no it's my little......." I was out of words... I carried her to my car and driver took us to the nearest hospital this was the longest and deadliest time period of my life till now.... I carried my little fairy and rushed to the hospital ward and I was sick worried about her..... Her parents and other's arrived......some people has donated her blood still she was in need of it as she lost really huge amount....after a bit investigation I found out that little fairy's blood group matches my mom's blood line so, i rushed home and pleased mom to donate blood at her age even though it was risky she did that for me I am really thankful for that to my mom....
Still after so much efforts the doctors insisted us to lose hopes as it was very severe as her face was completely deformed even if she makes it out maybe she will not be able to accept her new self....all of us were really disappointed but never lost the hope....
Then all of us were given chances to have a look at my little fairy starting with their parents...as little fairy was about to wakeup we didn't had much time to take a look at her secretly....so all of us went one after another...so my turn arrived I went into the room i wasn't able to see anything clearly as my eyes were filled in tears seeing her in full of bandages...my hands trembled like hell.....I wasn't able to control myself I spitted out everything that I had in me for years....as i thought if i was unable to confess now their would be no use of regretting later on.......I told her that I liked her for really long time i.e,from 6th grade and I cried like a baby for a longtime and left without seeing her properly as I was unable to face it......and I also decided to stay strong to keep my fairy strong....I didn't notice but my fairy was listening to me all the time
Finally,the hard days were long gone,after 3 months she was full recovered but her face is still the same filled with bruises and stitches deformed jaw line and many more....she maybe ugly for others in this way but not for me she is my angel for my lifetime.....she spoke to me a bit differently from the time of accident I thought it was due to accident but when I heard it from Mira one of our common friend in our group of 5 in school that my little fairy was insecure due to her new personality....she thought I liked her only because she was beautiful...yes,maybe it was true that at first moment it was for her beauty but now her beauty doesn't matter only her company matters the most to me....
So i rushed to her after listening to this news and with no second thought i proposed to her thinking that even if she rejects me she should understand that I liked her for herself but not for any external features of her.....
But my fairy surprised me by saying she also likes me..and wanted to date me.....but i think this was not as planned....this is not what's suppose to happen I wanted my fairy to get the best proposal from me but it turned to be a disaster from me ....who came to her running with sweaty hairs and shivering hands( due to fear of rejection)....but as soon as I heard an 'yes' from my fairy my eyes became moist...it's like a dream come true for me.......
But without my notice many things happened to my fairy....many girls bullied her for getting me as a boyfriend having such deformed and ugly face.....if i had known it early i might have broken their jaws but I was indeed too late for me to realise....i don't think external beauty has anything to do with love it's related to heart not face.....and in fairy's case she is the most perfect person to me I can never be wrong in fairy's case......
I and fairy dated for more than 2 years and fairy already turned 18 this month both of our 12 th results mine of medicine and her's of accounts were satisfactory to be precise mine were outstanding and hers were satisfactory..... Only this difference cause the first trouble in us.....due to these outstanding marks my parents forced me to join abroad to complete my further studies around in a month exactly the next day after my birthday.....I was super sad to leave my fairy behind as I said about this news to my fairy she collapsed she was really sad....I can sense the amount of love she has on me seeing this....I felt really lucky to get love from people I love .....but I was sad to leave my fairy and go....so we decided on long distance but I started noticing things to be a bit strange....fairy hasn't meet me in this one month..she always wore a mask when ever we meet she didn't even talk to me for a week in between....i thought maybe she was busy and waited for my bday as atleast that day i could spend my time with my fairy finally the D-Day arrived I was waiting for my fairy in my room so that we both could walk together to the cake from here she walked with a bunch of rose flowers covering her face.....styled in fish cut dress in black with nyc hair style but first thing is her beauty is incomplete without my eyes meeting hers she pointed the note i opened it it was written surprise on it I was waiting for it suddenly I saw her removing the flowers I find this familiar yes.....it's that face when I first saw her it was almost the same....I was happy for her but at the same time I was heartbroken for this stupid decision risking her life for beauty....I was unable to control my emotions and shouted on her saying," why did you do this,my love?this not at all satisfactory for me".since I know as a medical student for her condition undergoing a plastic surgery was a 50-50 and she didn't even have me by her side during all these pain which was miserable of all....i felt disgusting about myself for not caring for her enough...she thought of surprising me but she didn't expect me to react like this....but as her well-wisher i never wanted her to be in risk so i really don't care if she is beautiful or ugly only thing matters to me is that she has to be with me and always be happy and safe no matter what.....she left sobbing feeling disappointed.....I felt really bad as i disappointed her out of over care and didn't even receive my most important birthday wish this year......
I didn't wanted to attend the party but there were many people waiting for me my well wishers my parents my family my friends i didn't wanted to disappoint all of them too so i suppressed my disappointment and attended it..
The day arrived I was waiting at the airport for my fairy I waited for her till the very last minute but i didn't find her anywhere in the airport after that day I tried to reach her but she never answered my calls and I never thought of being sorry i didn't wanted her to make such stupid decisions again without discussing it with any of the elders and taking risk of her life....if it wasn't for her i might have long ago apologized but I can't bend in her safety......
I left at the last moment without meeting her....after few days mira told me that my fairy got a job in X company....I was really happy for her i wanted to end this gap of a week between with this happy news i congratulated her on her success and called her this time she lifted....i said,"I am sorry for shouting on you that day maybe I should have spoken politely".she replied," that was fine...maybe i am sorry for not giving you send off and acting careless for my self"....then everything was normal I was happy that this was cleared and she got her confidence and beauty back......we were like a normal long distance couple for more than an month then she told me about her new colleague in her company named jack who was very friendly and kind to her....he helped her in many things in work....i was really happy my little fairy has good people around her to care for her i also asked Mira for help in caring for her sometimes as i am not available....
My academics got into full speed so I only had few hours to sleep and work on things I was felt with only few mins in a day to talk to her still when ever I find a chance of rest first thing I do is to call my fairy she is like my home and comfort which makes me feel resting and soothing....i know I am trying my best but I even know that still it's a bit less than what usually long distance couple do so to make that up i send her gifts from here now and then....to make my little fairy even more happy we were really happy for long time of 3 years....may be she felt a little ignored sometimes but I had no choice still we were a beautiful couple according to me.... whenever we talk in a day she share almost everything with me and I also share everything with her.....she also told me that she and Jake are really good friends recently I am so happy for her.....and I tried to make friends with Jake as i thought maybe i can surprise her in office with the help of Jake but my fairy stopped me saying i and him are not of same frequency so i thought if my fairy doesn't want me to then I don't need to.....
After a month or so i am returning to my homeland actually it was a surprise for my little fairy i haven't told her yet....about the arrival I got a really big job in Y hospital of my homeland which is the first biggest in that country my mom dad are really proud of me....this time it's going to be a big surprise for my little fairy.... thinking all these I was about to go to sleep then i received a text from little fairy saying,"love, maybe i started loosing interest in you due to these irregular conversations, unresponded texts, ignorance maybe if u had really found a new girl you don't need to hide I can bear it,but be clear to yourself and me.....I wanted a full time boyfriend not the one who ignores me I don't like this I am sorry my love". I chuckled thinking," my stupid little fairy,still childish I ll surprise you to the fullest when you'll know my plan you will never be interested in any other guy apart from me "... I texted her back saying," okay....! Think as you wish"a bit cold and rude I also wanted her to be way more surprised.....I shared my plan with Mira so she invited all of our group and we asked permission from X company to decorate fairy's cabin at start they rejected but later after knowing me they said they were ok with it if fairy was fine with it...... everything was ready i decorated the cabin with roses and holded a ring with diamonds and placed writtings on walls stating,"will you marry me?". But I was really happy to see my fairy's cabin filled with my gifts although some of them are torn and in bin maybe because of my reply a few days ago but still I thought I was always her priority.....all of my friends were hiding behind the cupboards with party poppers etc...i was holding a ring and sat on her chair facing to the wall and turned of all the lights there were till 5 mins left for the office timings to start i closed my eyes for little courage all those memories of her with me flashed the moments when I first saw her were still fresh and new.....I still don't know whether it's a yes or no but I hope it's a yes as she matters me the most.....then my eyes started to moist thinking that my life time dream is about to come true in few mins and soon I saw two people walking towards the cabin one of them was my girl and other was a boy.fairy said,"Jack, let's go into my cabin and do yesterday's remaining work". I thought " oh! So it's him jack...oh my little fairy is really hard working....".so, it's finally the time of truth she got in and turned on the lights and started closing door suddenly I was shocked seeing jack slightly kiss my little fairy on her lips she said,"stop it jack let me atleast close the doors"then after turning around she noticed all the decoration the flowers writings on wall "will you marry me?"....she was surprised to see me but this was not that surprise which i expected it to be.....the ring ran out of my hands as I lost my girp over things soon i heard Jack's voice claiming,"what's all this babe?".she said," neither do I know my love".she turned to me and said," so it's you again aren't you done hurting me enough do you wanted to hurt me even more by doing all this shit in my office and proving me wrong.......you were always like this selfish about yourself.....i already told you that I had no interest in you anymore.... aren't you done hurting me enough?.
...you made me feel sick by being behind me everyone in college told I was way more ugly to be your girlfriend but you never cared as you were not the one facing it....I know you tried to be good but do you know how it feels to low in front of others I was always less than you u always act superior to me always show your dominance....which is a bullsh*t..when I tried to surprise you u didn't see the happy side of mine you always wanted me to be inferior to you so you were disappointed by me that you started shouting on me in front of everyone without thinking about my feelings...and you didn't even care when I felt crying all you cared was about your family and had a nyc B'day....still I tried to forgive but you don't even have time for me.....i really didn't wanted such toxic things with you I am sorry you can leave my room...and sorry for not introducing jack is my fiancee"...
My heart was broken into 1000's of pieces all my friends left some left laughing at me seeing my position some left feeling bad for me...but Mira tried to lift me up but it didn't work I guess the only thing running in my mind were suicidial thoughts of 24/7 but Mira tried to motivate me by reminding me about my family and friends....and told me love wasn't everything....
100 people may say 100's of things but once a broken thing can't be rejoined.....i believed that once a broken glass can't be reunited as the same ....
After an year seeing my situation my parents are really worried so to make them feel at ease i and Mira started contract marriage......
So after 10years it ended up to be my love of life....yes,Mira was my love of life now I have a sweet little family of 3 me ,my senorita,my little dove(daughter).....which is a complete family.....Mira proved me wrong saying a broken glass can definitely be fixed by reheating it to liquid and then remoulding.....and surely it's a difficult process but not an impossible process......
My little fairy was my first,sweet love actually that was neither of our mistake it's just that she fulfilled my Teenage first love and I fulfilled her teenage boyfriend goals.....and we loved each other to the fullest but the God has different plans for us but always has the best plans since Mira knew me from very start she filled up all the broken parts of my life and made me a complete man....she might not be my first love or best love but she is always mine...she is always the best for me....
And coming to my little fairy she is having a baby boy with jack due to some reasons both of them recently got divorced....I am not in touch with her anymore as i don't wanted to read my book called life backwards but Mira and my fairy are still good friends....i still hope my girl gets everything she wishes for and have a happy and safe life......so this is why my girl is not mine anymore.......
