The very moment I was born was a bit disappointing for my parents . Well they were quite shocked but there was no choice left . They accepted me like a gift .
Me being a girl always thought that I did not belong to this world . This is just a dream and at some moment I will wake up to another world and live my life once again but i was living the reality.
Reality is a very cruel place . Everyone everyday and every moment tries their hard to escape it but fail to do so . Reality is like a dream beautiful and cruel at the same time.
But have no choice but to live it .
Life gave me a family and friends, but there was none I could call mine . Then it felt pity for me and gave me a beautiful gift . My baby , my love , a beautiful person I could call mine and only mine . My brother . He is my life's beautiful gift that i would never want to lose .
Everyone want to have a person who they can call "bestfriend" I too wanted that person , but....I never got one . Friends for me changed from time to time like seasons . They left me thinking if there's something wrong me and that's how I got attachment issues. That part also went away quickly. To be honest I'm very happy it went away . Being alone in a group is indeed a worst feeling but the feel of being alone when you are with your comfort person is very painful and traumatic.
Then I moved to another phase of life and accepting the fact I will live alone and will not have anymore "bestfriend"or any other kind of relationship. But it's really funny how fate takes a wonderful turn . It gave me amazing friends , but bestfriends . They made me smile everyday and every moment. They made everyday memorable. I really love them and would never want to lose them .
I have no regrets. I love them and my current life . I know that fate will not remain same because it doesn't remain same and soon it will take a wild turn and it's okay . I have learnt to accept bad things . It has gave me many lessons and I have learnt from them only .
It will be fine. None of us have not commit such crimes that we deserve a bad ending. We will definitely have a good ending and I am sure we will be alright and have enough strength to face our lives . We did it for long and we will be able to do it in future too .
