There was a time when my smile was true
Now it faded behind the fake masks
I never did anything to bring it back.
Running on a loop to earn something.
Money for the food , shelter and the respect from others.
But I forgot to give the respect to myself.
Forgot that I am not bot
There existed an era
Of me being happy
I had home where a
Comfort survived
I lost it all in a war
With the adulthood
Am I taking it so far
I can't breathe anymore
The suffocating society
Putting heavy loads on me
I am not the perfect deity
I don't wanna be that girl
I wanted to dance
Not for the cheers
I wanted to sing
Let go of all my pain
I going for a chance
Why the doors are closed ?
I need a break
From this life flowing like a river
Negative thoughts flooding my brain
Can I rest for ever ?
I mumble You would be fine
Yeah you would be fine
The world is never ending
It's just our time
There will be a tomorrow
Sun sets to rise
It will be bright again
Just hug yourself tight
Eventhough we're hanging
On a thread bridge
Which may collapse anytime
As we're talking
Even though we're living
In a house made of cards
Which may collapse anytime
It's not so far
I tell my self there is a hope
Which will never die
Till i win all my self struggles
I got myself right
