Do they know the depth of my affection
They judged me too quick - a bad impression
All I did is to treasure the spark
They call me crazy , obsessed freak
But do they know the power of love
the one my fragile heart vow
They don't know, I bear all the pain
My tears hidden under the rain
My feeling flowed wetting the love letters
The sorrow burned the beautiful flowers
How I wish to hide you in my pocket
Oh the eyes linger on you to roll off socket
They don't know how my world glitters
When i get a sniff of you, my heart flutters
It's all past now where I belong mi amor
The deepest desire of my soul in avenoir
Each time I close my eyes it's a pleasent day
On our clumsy bed, hues of sun ray
Sweet whispers and little peck of care
But why it's all blue and grey now it's unfair
How could you break my heart dear
You made me face my one and only fear
Made me shout and cry like a pathetic $hit
When you lay lifeless 'cause of the car you hit
I'm such a loser i lost my treasure
I couldn't save my love from all that pressure
You looked so peaceful with a pale skin
I want to be burried with you let me in
If loving even after your time on earth is over
If holding onto the sweet memories of my clover
If craving for your smell and small gestures
If desiring to hold you in my arms like in those pictures
If I keep on seeing your beautiful pale silhouette
Calling me by my name in whispers near my ear
Makes me a crazy , obsessed freak then
Let me be it and join you in the heaven
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Avenior - the desire that memory could flow backward
Sielvartas - deep sorrow or soul tumbling for example caused by death of someone. It can also simply be the state of seemingly endless grief or emotional turmoil
