You might be thinking that I already moved on.
But do you know something? Whenever I feel like I'm getting close to someone, I'm still pretending the wholesomness in my heart.
My heart will never feel the same way again for some other person, like it did when I saw you the first time. After you, my heart never throbbed like that again.
I still remember how I get a big smile from ear to ear when you pass by my home. After you, I never secretly smile at someone, like I did every time I laid my eyes on you.
No, I'm not looking for someone like you. I miss you! Our bond is really magical!
How am I supposed to let you go? When all the music, films, and books we used to watch, listen to,and read together reminds me of you? After all these years, how am I supposed to act like a stranger? when you're still in front of me?
Even though time has passed, my heart is still searching for you. If heaven has destined us to meet, why should we be separated? If it doesn’t end well, why start at all?
But if fate takes us apart, what do I do? There's a long gap after you. I spent decades without love. Will you ever come back again to fill the void?
Because just like those days, I want to experience those feelings again! My first love!
