Hey, how are you? I hope everything is okay now?
Yeah I know whatever happened , it should not happened , but it happened. I know, now you are brocken and for now you are not able to get back like before because when something happens like this it's happens. I know there's an ache, at that point and it's hard to accept that whatever happened . It's all happened because of that one which you had never expect from that one but it's all happened , and when it's happen we are unable forget things and don't want to start things again and start disliking all those things which we had done together and sometimes when it just comes to our mind we just wants to stop all the things and at the same time you don't want too, and this one we can't stop which makes mad and pycho. You know why?
It happens because it's not in our control or it can be that still there is a space , a soft spot is there which your mind isn't accepting but your heart knows. So my darling let it be whatever happening because it's life and in it everything happens eighter good or bad , maybe you will get weak while remembering all the things/stuf but don't get weak just take it as a good learning not as your destiny. which will help you alot but while thinking all these stuf, you can't forget that what were you ! and for what you use to get knowne!
And don't forget that whatever happens , it's happens for good because God always gives us best things.