She was the kindest, beautiful and optimistic girl I laid my eyes on... She held a charm in her which attracted everyone to her.
I got an instant crush on her... When I saw her the first day in 6th standard. I used to look sneakily at her till 8th standard.
The miracle happened. teacher arranged our seats together... She sits next to me. I was on clouds. I could not contain my excitement while sitting next to her.
She had that sweet smell of old books and it was even more fragrant from close.
she talked to me. she smiled at me.
For sitting with her for 6 months. I find out that she isn't what she looks likes... Optimistic and happy. she is broken by everyone. She is the victim of use and throw... But still she was the most beautiful girl to me.
We came close... Everyone suspected we were couple but she was too innocent too understand those suspicions.
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We had..... a fight. She got angry with me. instead os apologising I also got angry. The teacher tried to get us to talk to each other. She cried that she's hurt. I felt guilty and i apologised.
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But... The seed of ego inside me had grown already. I avoided her, she cried, I became mean to her, she cried.. cried and cried.
8th standard was finished. I left school and till now we are not on good terms.
I miss her, want to talk to her, want to rely on her like always, want to pinch her cheeks while teasing her, eant to hug her when she cries. But... I can't.
My ego self comes in between us and always ruins everything.
She tried reaching out to me many times but I pushed her away.... Our adorable relationship was ruined because of a fight.
I wish I could tell you how much you meant to me, how much I want to hug you and cry... I want to tell you how much I care about you.
