Kim Jungkook husband of Kim Taehyung; was snuggled into the warmth of his other half, both crying their heart out, letting out the emotions of sadness, grief, heartache, misery.
It is all because today they lost someone close to them, apple of their eye, a very dear one to them. They had to say a final goodbye to their only daughter, Taehee. They never even once imagined that they would ever see this day.
And it was all because of certain bastard cheating on her.
But before saying goodbye to this world she surely wrote something for her dada and appa.
The letter.
Hey appa I know it's you who is reading this letter, because my strong papa must be in your warmth of your embrace. Maybe I would have gone too far from you both when you read this letter.
I am sorry for putting you through all this... I love you both soo much!! Words cannot express my love towards you both. Thank you for all the efforts you both put in to give me happy life. Thankyou for everything you both did for me, You both are the greatest gift that god gave me.
But I am sorry I could not cherish that. I know I am selfish for taking such a big step, without asking you but I could hold the pain inside my heart any more.
The feeling of being used is eating me up, I cannot hold onto it any longer.
I know dying for the person who left you, cheated you, used you for his own pleasure's is not a worthwhile endeavor.
But I am sorry papa, Your princess was not strong enough to protect herself, to stand for herself.
Please never think that you lack anywhere. In fact you even warned me to stay away from him, as you never like him. It was me who was stubborn to not to listen to you
You are the best parents of the world. No one could provide me with the love that you both gave me.
Love you both.
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Jungkook: 'Why hubby, why she left us? I am such a bad mother(father) I could see that my princess was going through so much.'
Tae: 'No sweetheart, you are the best mother. Please don't blame yourself....' Taehyung tried to assure Jungkook. 'Now come let me feed you.'
Kook: 'No I am not hungry, I will eat later.'
Tae: 'Don't say like this bubba, you didn't have anything since yesterday after returning from funeral... You will fall sick if this continues.'
Kook: 'Then it would be better, I would get to see my daughter up their.'
Jungkook said with a vulnerable voice.
Tae: 'Then go...'
Taehyung replied with a firm yet furious voice.
Taehyung: 'Go away, leave me just like our daughter left me... no one cares for me.... first she abandoned now you to do the same. Was she the only one you have... Am I not worth that you at least survive for me. She was my daughter too, she was snatched away from me too, but am I not standing strong for you? Then why cannot you do the same for me. Why cannot you live for me....'
Taehyung broke down completely in front of Jungkook. All the emotions welled up in him came out at once. He let out all the sorrow and the pain he has been holding in him since the departure of his daughter. And found refugee in the arms of his better half.
Jungkook regretted the words he said. He knew Tae was already going through so much and he added fuel to it by saying those words.
That night both husband and wife cried their heart out. The four walls were the witness of their pain, the walls heard the painful cries of those pure souls.
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In the pursuit of happiness and the quest for true love, as we strive to achieve our goals in a highly competitive world, we often overlook that there is someone still waiting selflessly for our return. At times, we selfishly make decisions that harm ourselves without considering the impact on those who cannot bear to see us even the slightest bit hurt. We tend to forget about the person who stood by our side during the most difficult times, promising to care for us for the rest of their life.
However, when we selfishly choose to end our lives without sparing a thought for them, in favor of someone unworthy who betrayed us, we inflict immeasurable anguish upon them.
The concept of love extends far beyond the delightful moments shared with our better half—it encompasses a much broader scope. Love can manifest in various forms and originate from any individual, such as parental love, friendly affection, or even the bond between siblings.
And above this comes self-love. Self-love does not signify selfishness; rather, it is a means of ensuring one's happiness and safeguarding oneself from the harshness of this world. It emphasizes that one's foremost priority should be oneself before considering others.
Remember, suicide is never the answer to your problems. It's important to recognize that taking such a drastic step only brings pain to your loved ones. Instead, if you're feeling depressed, reach out and confide in someone you trust. Whether it's a family member, friend, or relative, find a safe space where you can openly share your situation. Focus on moving forward with renewed hope and embrace the possibilities that lie ahead. Remember, when you contemplate taking your own life, it not only ends your journey but also impacts your family's well-being. While they may not perish physically, but their mental health suffers tremendously. So stay strong, love yourself, and let's welcome the new year with an abundance of joy and blessings.
