As I open my door. I saw you with smile on your face.
He is my boyfriend I know we are dating for 6 years now when he called me yesterday and told me that he is coming today 😚
He-how are you
She-I am fine and about y.. mmm
He-mmm(kissing)
he hold me farmly and gently as much as possible this kiss was a passionate one and also a gentle one. He is always like this,held me so gently like I am some fragile thing that he doesn't want to lose. he leave toward the bedroom and we made love ..
Ring...ring📞📞..
I open my eyes saw and unknown number is calling so don't pick up the phone and want to cuddle him but where... where is he?
I came down from the bed and went toward the balcony I saw him ...... his gaze was toward the beautiful sky with full of stars.... He is looking So lovely so gentle that I want to keep him for me only for me...
He Turned toward me .. smiled and said
He- I love you much ...Rubi .. so mu much.(breaking tone) 😭😔
Why he is crying...That was the first question come to my mind he cried so much and told me how I loved him ..how he loved me ....but why in the _past tense_ "'loved" is he not love me now?
He- why did you leave me ..Rubi.. am i not good enough...am I a bad guy ..so you leave me...
What he is telling... I am here.. in front of his eyes . Than why he is saying that I left he alone🥺
I went toward him and hug him.... But WHAT ..WHY CAN'T I TOUCH HIM...* I panicked* my gaze went toward the mirror inside my room and ....what I see .....is there is_ no reflection of me_ what's that😦
Ooo now I remembered... I was so excited that he is coming that's why I went to Supermarket to buy something.. which he will love.but than......* i smiled*
I told him that thanks for loving me..... thanks spending my last time with you is the bestest memory of my life ....thanks giving me your six years ... And lastly thanks for existing.... I might have to leave now but... I don't want to meet you atleast for 50 years.. so live for me..
..bye ....