****This story totally imaginary,no
Connection with reality****
No, don't leave me .....Calia woke up again for this nightmare, she having this since few months....A rush of memories plagued her mind ....She still can't able to move on from past , it's like ,her past memories,controlling her present life....
Calia,who always unable to express her emotions on right time, it's always if opposite person can understand her ,they become good friend,or else she always get misunderstood by others to get tag of rude , uncivilized girl....
She never hope to get any friend,who will understand her even when she can't able to convey her emotions in proper way....
But sometimes in life miracles happen,she met one stranger, Matthew,through social media....Matthew,who can bring one bright source of light,which can light up others dark life too....Even though Calia never want her dark life get highlighted by stranger....
But sometimes some encounter left beautiful scar in our life.... Matthew changed Calia into one spoiled kid ,no not that bad one ,who throws tantrums in each situation;the one who once was mature enough to forget her all childish wish,but started to express her childish side around Matthew....
Matthew also always cherish her each and every childish wishes,like Wishes can get wings in the moment.... Whenever Calia felt down or few drops of tears escape her eyes, Matthew can felt it from the other side of screen....
Even though they never met , never seen each other nor had any personal info of each other,still the emotions felt so real that this barrier seems faded in each and every moment....
But each and everyone bound to fate... Matthew used to say ,We are online stranger,we can lost each other any moment,right now we still can feel each other presence,so cherish this present moment,it will be past any moment....
But one uncertain fear always chase Calia,what if really she had to lose Matthew,the source of light,which will go, Calia's life will be dark ocean once again ....Can she survive?Calia knows well the future which already written the fate of both of them ,in near future they will remain only as perfect strangers for each other.........
The rush of memories making her emotions unstable once again,now Calia used to it , it's like one beautiful scar which shining in this dark ocean....People say the moon is peerless with its beautiful
scar;who can imagine ,pretty lies can be beautiful scar ,which never came true.....
Calia does not know about love ,not the
feelings what people feel when they fall for someone....but what she knows,she still remember Matthew,who was the medicine for her certain disease,but someone can't take medicine all the time to being healthy.... sometimes it's compulsory to fight alone with all foreign particles,which engolving all of your rationality .....
Once Matthew jokingly said to Calia,if you can't fix your broken heart,then
make new heart with me , where my name will be Written.... Little do Calia knows,one day she really will put his name on her broken heart,when Matthew
not will be around to see it anymore....
Calia put smile on her face,when she remembers,Matthew used to say smile little bit ,I will be happy if you replace your tears with your smile....
Matthew gone ,he never will be back in Calia 's life,because Matthew is right they are only mere online stranger,but in Calia 's life , Matthew was the definition of ray of hope ,which can guide,one mislead Person ,who lost their path in dark ocean......
Calia is not afraid to lose Matthew anymore,she already lost him .....but now She afraid to lose that beautiful scar ,only thing left with Calia,which Matthew gave him .....The scar,which is beautiful,which can bring back the beautiful moments which faded away.....
****Some random thoughts, which found language....
Can't I touch your heart!?*****
