Tonight 💫
Tonight it wait for your call
Tonight I sit in my room
Tonight I want you to throw the ball
I refuse to stare at the moon
I don't feel sad
Or upset or angry at all
I'm just numb and patient
Waiting for your call
Tonight I stay alone at home
Tonight I hug my pillow real tight
Pretending it's you
Tonight I watch a movie
A cartoon that reminds me of love
I smiled and laugh but inside I frowned
When last did you treat me so special
Tonight I play with my hair
Get my fingers tangled in curls
I hit my face really hard
To convince myself that I'm being impatient
Surely you will call
Tonight I eat alot
Overfeeding and fill my gut
Hoping it would fill this feeling I can't rip off
Wanting to kill this feeling I can't get rid off
Tonight I lay on my bed and hug myself
I look at my screen, the battery is pretty low
I switch it off and lay in the dark
Tonight I finally cry
Silently though I'm alone
I cry myself to sleep
Because it didn't come
~Famous T.
