"I still can't believe I'm in 10th now! " My mind echoed as I was on my way to coaching. Session has already started a week before , I just didn't wanted to go to coaching but now I have to . It's raining today, I wondered if coaching is closed... More like I wished it was.I reached there , filled my form , since I had to take re-admission and went to my class. I saw two figures from afar,as I went inside I saw two batchmates from last year. I took my seat and waited patiently for other students to come, but no one came. Half an hour later our physics & chemistry sir came. Even though there were only 3 students he still thought us, later our maths teacher also taught us. All this time i wondered if there are any new students. I went back home after classes.Next day there were more students. I saw a unknown figure on the 2nd bench in corner, his looks were good.I just went and sat on my seat, teacher came and taught us,Days went like this. I got to know his name in maths class as teacher asked him if he has any doubts, unknowingly his name sounded really nice to me. I am not a person who likes socializing but I don't hate talking, it's just I don't like to talk much. I have a friend in coaching but he's not much like a friend. I do HAVE friends in school. He asked me to be his friend last year, that was because he liked me. After I rejected him, he said he'll not like me anymore, we'll just be friends, but I know it can never be. So, this so called friend told me on insta that boys in my batch thinks I have a lots of attitude that's why I don't talk to anyone, I was like "seriously?!let them think whatever they want." And suddenly a thought came to my mind "does he also think the same about me" then a sudden realization came to me " why do I care what he thinks!"....
Days went on and half of my summer vacations are already over, I started realizing that I've been paying attention to him these days a lot. I realized that he's not good in studies and he slack off a lot but he's been working a little bit on it these days. Every Saturday he goes back to his hometown. He has changed his seat to 3rd bench! Like "why?! Why must he? ".To think, though I'm not sure myself but one guy , looks like he's suspicious of me. Don't know why?... Days went like this.. I realized I seemed to notice him , his habits, the way he talk, his way of dressing... Everything about him seemed cute to me... Cuz I like cute people but not kind of that looks cute but whose personality is cute... Weird right?.... I think I have a little crush on him but as I noticed him everyday the more I thought the more I came to realize it isn't going to work out... Because he doesn't seem to care about anything and I.. Am a complete opposite... He doesn't care about his marks and his future and I can't stand it... Sor my little crush ended in such a weird way... Funny tho 🙃...
