From repeating everyone's word inside my mind to silently becoming the reason of every single blame
From seeing my tears becoming just a drop of water for sympathy to others to fighting with my own to not let words kill me from inside
From gulping hard to not let a single sound out to yet painful whimpers are making sound
From getting neglected , having the feeling of unwanted to slowly becoming the leftout
From believing close ones will be my support to seeing them tearing my mental health apart
Yeah , from a little girl who loves to breathe to questioning myself “ why I am still breathing ”
Can I still make it to the end ?