You are the shadow of my light
The music to my soul
The happiness and reason for my existence
And I love you
I love you
I love you so very much
And when I say that,
I don't just say it
I mean it.
Mean it to the very end.
But because of my idiocy
I have hurt you
I may hurt you
I had hurt you, hadn't I?
Even though I hold no position to say this,
Yet I say, forgive it as a part of my immaturity every single time
I betoken it when I say that I'll try my best not to hurt you
I'll try my best not to ever let you down.
I'll forever be your pretty little obeying princess
Forever and ever yours!
And even when my soul departs,
Resign me as a lifeless shell behind
I'll still hold onto your name
I'll still hold onto the invisible red thread tying our souls together
My lifeless body will be buried
Six feet under the ground
But my soul will always be there
Always by your side
Never leaving you alone
Protecting you
Enlightening you
Comforting you
Supporting you
And loving you, always!
Just the way you did
When I was left all alone
In this misogynist world
At the hands of fabrication, hatred, and false accusations
The memory will forever last in my not-forever-lasting memory
The feeling will forever last in my not-forever-lasting heart
The recollections will forever last in my not-forever-lasting brain
But the promises you made and the sensation of that hurtful moment and your company will forever last in my forever-lasting soul
Lasting till eternity!
P. S: I love you more than I've ever thought I was capable of loving someone <3
Thank you for teaching me what love actually means and what it is fr! Xoxo