He came in my life without letting me know how important was he for me i just was not serious about him which cause me in pain till now a foolish dare and my stupidity hurt him so much that i was not able to say i love to him cause when i only broke his heart who am i again to show him my love again......
He changed very much somehow i think he is not the person whom i knew a person who was cheerful loving joking type became a heart less rude guy was it for me ?well am always there to help him not to harm i even don't know why when how i fell for him is he somehow depressed is he sad i really don't know cause am very late to know him he was a poor soul somehow my unmaturity and stupidity tortured him but am ready to have a pain for entire life cause my pain infront of his is nothing but can he give me one chance more why he did this to me am i that bad many questions are still hidden in my heart which i can only let it out by crying or dying am not that strong to have a death so better am crying in one corner of my life and fake smile till now in my face i don't know will he forgive me or not but yes i truely loved him but he took it as a trash and throwed it from his life....
I don't know if i will get that person back or not but i pray in my another life he be mine only mine ......
Cause the person i love was the rude person so as perhaps i will have some pain for loving him for my entire life which am ready to face for him somehow get a good life am always here to support you till my last breath.....may god doesnt make u apart from your love my life is just a life with no love
