it all started, when I was a child I wanted many things like other child want in my age like going picnic with family and playing with friends like other kids, my life wasn't perfect
hello everyone who is reading my story
I am Alex Anderson, now I am 17 year old
when I was 13 year old everything was going perfect till that night my mother left me with my father and took my big brother with her that day everything change I don't know what happened but I know that their relationship was not good their always fight but after some time their get normal so I didn't mind this much I always blame my mother that she left me alone and I never felt loved never did I felt before but seen my family together I didn't felt that I am alone from than my father didn't talk to me or I talk to him from than I never saw his face he always work late at night, I felt like I am a doll my life is like a doll wake up at morning go to school, come home and eat and sleep I felt like my life is meaningless neither everyone wanted to be my friend their always bully me. and talk shit about me, I show them that I don't care but I felt hurts, like time past I changed, now I don't have any kinds of emotional in me I completely become a doll now I completely closed my heart and create a wall that no one can come in, I am 17 year old and I am studying business to take over my father company, all is same just like past I am going to school and come home and eat and sleep, like regular I wake up and, fresh up and eat breakfast and my drive drop me at school, and sit at my place than teacher came but along with teacher a girl come, why I feel warmer and my heart beating faster maybe I am having some Health issues, chap..chap..chap
Lister kids we have a new student be nice to her, can you introduce yourself young lady
hello my name is Aurora Jackson I be in your care.
you can take any place you want the teacher said
I ignored the teacher and start to write my notes
I heard people talking some
hey don't sit with him he is a emotionless freak
he is very rude don't sit with him
he won even talk you don't sit with him
when I heard a soft and gentle voice and I slowly lift my head and look at her she has a beautiful aroma
around her and big eyes heart shap lips and and small cute face when I was looking at her face
hello are you okay and can you stop staring at mu face (Aurora said)
I look away and said do you need anything
she said can you move a little bit side this is my sit
why I am feeling like this
she always sit with me and she always try to talk with me when I ask why she is talking me she said
I want to become you friend (she said)
why me their are many people in our class didn't you heard what their about me their said I am motherless child
I don't care what other tell me I just want to become your friend. (she said )
I felt touch and said okay
really that means we friend right .(she said)
hmm...
like this I become open to her we become best friend we always hung out and go out for dinner
it been month seen we become friends and I finally realise my feelings for her I like her no I love her
I been week seen I realised I feel for her, I been trying to confess my love to her but I am to scared to tell her, I decide I today I am going to tell how I feel about her ......it 2018 may 9
it evening six, me and Aurora just finished our homework she left telling me that she is waiting at exit door I took deep breaths and took a flower with me today I will confess to her to matter what
I was walking down the stairs I saw two couple were kissing each other, I walk close to them
the girl was kissing that boy slowly turn her head
hey Alex than she touch that other boy hand and walk towards me and said
meet my boyfriend his name is John smith
hello I am john her boyfriend he move his hand for shake hand
she as a boyfriend I felt hurt again I should not loved again I lose her she never loved me it feel like some is hitting my heart with a rock
ALEX I hear someone is shouting my name I came out of all the throughs
than I move my hand to shake hand we shake hand
she said sorry alex I didn't told you about my boyfriend
it okay why are you apologies anyway I said
we are going for dinner do you wanna join us
no you two are couple we go I have some work to do I said and left I was walking along on the road the dream I dream I thought that we can we perfect couple guess I think to highly to me, when I got home I walk to my room and closed the door
when I sit on the bed I the tear keep fall down just how much I just it still hurt
next day I wake up with different looks my face does not show any emotional, once again I become like how I was back than I eat breakfast and left for the school I never show her any kind of sad emotional
I pretend to be normal with this days past and weeks, month, it been a year seen everything happens
their two decide to marry it 2019 dec 3 today is their wedding I am standing at the side of the groom their look so happy seen their happy I am happy this is what called finding happiness in their happiness
everything over I am returning to my house
when I got in the house I saw a person that I wasn't ever experts to see my father
so you came back home (my father said)
yes, do you need anything (I said)
tomorrow your mother and your big brother is coming (he said )
for what I said with low voice
he said for the property paper you have half of the paper and he have half and wake up at 8pm
than he walk to his study room in all this conversation I had blink face with no expression
I also walk to my room and sleep
in next morning I woke up at 7 pm and fresh up and went down I saw my father already at the dinner table I walk and wish good morning he nod his head and sit on the table and eat my breakfast after some times we finish our break fast and hear a bell ring I look at door and my father said go and open the door
I walk towards the door and open it I saw a middle age woman in next a young man when she see me
said
are you Alex( mother said )
yes with a blink face when she about to hug me I said father is waiting in the room come in side
than I walk and she was walking behind me we each in the study room and father was waiting for us
I go and sit at the side father you can take the seat
and he ordered his assistant to give him the paper
I was sitting their with blink face she reader the paper and okay and look at me and said how are you doing, do you eat well
I am fine ,and iam eat well, and said in low voice why sound like you care when you don't you don't have to pertend she hear what I said and low her head
when she sign the paper and I sign the paper after sign the paper I left the room and never saw her face I took over the ceo position and it been 3 year
I living my life same as before like doll
when I was in my cabin my assistant came shout
I ask what happened he said boss you father as died in accident I don't felt anything so I stand up and go to the hospital and saw his dead body in next day in my father funeral my mother and big brother came
I did not talk with them after anything is over my anything is over my dream and the girl I want like this I live my life alone and died at 66
I make this sad end because not anyone has a happy ending life is hard but not difficult
don't think you live in a fairy tales world
ok bye hope you like my story
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