Mom,dad I miss you and I really need you. There are many people who are saying that they are my family but I know that they are not. They say I belong to them and they say they love me but I can't feel their love. They just pretend to love me pretend to be nice in front of me but now I am tired of their fake affection. I want you both. I need your love so I can feel everything again. It's like my heart is becoming numb. Happiness,hurt, anger, sadness and their love I can't feel anything. Everything is fake. Everything feels like an act which will end at the end of the day.