everyone wants a fairy tale love life... some wants a love life... I'm the second place.. I never had the idea of falling in love and have a part of my life with them..
you came... you came and made my life to a beautiful one... the life where some was jealous about.. I'm proud I had it... I always loved you, cared about you, think about you every second, finds way to to just keep me with me forever... now all of them are just like a dream I had.. yeah.. just a DREAM
there is bitter when there's sweetness exist... that's what I had.. tasting the sweetness I forget bitterness exist... why did you do this? why? just why is all I can ask... although you gave me 1000 and more explanation yet all I can repeat is why...
I don't know about you... maybe you can have a new partner.. laying on that person's lap... giggle.. sharing love... but I can't... I like someone as you know who is this... but the person can't accept me.. all I can do is think about the beautiful memories I had once which is a nightmare and traumatized me now.. and just dream that one day the person I like gonna accept me when clearly I know that not gonna happen...
I seriously have no idea why you did this... why my life is right opposite than what I planned and went through.. I thought we was forever... no? ... I see... I use to keep myself low.. you exist I was at the top of the mountain.. now I realized my place again...
before I end... a big thanks❤ after this post story I'm forgetting you forever! 🗿💕.. bye bye
