I'm trying my best
When will you understand the pain in my happiness
When will you ask me if I was doing ok
Or if you could just stay for more 2 minutes
They were crossing their limits
How long am I supposed to be waiting
How long will it take for you to understand
It's hard to breath
It makes me shiver till death
Thinking of those nasty touches
Lastly makes me clench in anger
When will you know the crying person hidden in my laughter
While everyone else was enjoying the spring
I was crying in pain
I wanna say you everything
But will you even care?
I can't bare
I know your gonna reply with "oh"
But you won't understand how much it makes me feel low
Sometimes I wonder are you really my best friend
Is this the way it's gonna end
How long am I supposed to be waiting
When will you care for me the way I did
Those thoughts that are build
Sometimes I wonder if I've been taken advantage of
But I trust you
Don't make me feel unjust
I hope I could say you why I hated myself
To be with you the happy person I created
Why I prefer books more than humans
Cause I don't like the way they look
Why I don't like people touching me
I can tolerate this fucking shit anymore
I know other day we will spilt and go our ways
I hope I could say to you oneday….
- By Duggu also known as dui
THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO CAN'T REALLY OPEN UP FAST OR THEY ARE JUST SCARED DON'T BE SCARED YOUR NOT ALONE KEEP FIGHTING
EVEN I HOPE I COULD SAY MY BESTFRIEND THESE THINGS I HOPE THAT DAY COMES SOON...
