There are days that we are struggling so much and we don't know what to do, and most of the time we think of giving up.
there are things that no matter how many times we try to forget and be happy again, but we find it hard to that, why? Because we can't let go of one even our lives that keeps coming back to our mind , and when you think of it , you will suddenly get hurt again, then the next day you will be happy but when the night comes, the happines will suddenly come just missing and you don't know why do you suddenly get hurt and sad?
In a quiet place while you are alone and while you are reflecting, there are a lot of things that cross your mind, there are more questions that sometimes you can't answer, you will suddenly shed tears without realizing it because you don't know the idiot anymore you win, and usually asked you decide to yourself if what you are doing is right or wrong, you can't think about it carefully because, whatever you choose, you will still get hurt.
It's okay to get hurt and cry because we can't take the pain that we feel anymore,even if we hide it, we still get hurt.
- THERE ARE THINGS THAT WE CAN'T EXPLAIN RIGHT AWAY BECAUSE FIRST WE ARE SCARED , SECOND THE JUDGMENTS OF OTHER PEOPLE ARE SCARY , THIRD WE DON'T HAVE THE STRENGTH TO TELL THE TRUTH , FOURTH WE NEED TO ALWAYS BE READY FOR OURSELVES THINGS WE ALREADY KNOW WE ARE DIFFICULT , BECAUSE WHEN WE ARE READY , WE WILL BE ABLE TO ENDURE THE DIFFICULTY AND WE WON'T THINK TO GIVE UP -
Someone told me that,
" DON'T BLAME YOURSELF, BECAUSE IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT,
WE DON'Y CONTROL EVERYTHING, THAT'S THEIR CHOICE BECAUSE IF YOU KNEW, YOU WOULDN'Y LET SOMETHING HAPPEN THAT YOU WOULD BLAME YOURSELF
IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT"