PS: This is my first time in writting a story please dont judge me if some of my grammars were wrong , im not really fluent in speaking english
and if some words are not spelled correctly please just understand it Thank you in advance have a great day!≧ω≦
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It was cold and cloudy when i woke up , i look at my alarm clock and check the time and same as usual its 2:00 am in the morning . I go inside the bathroom and take a warm shower, i also changed my clothes and went to the kitchen and make some breakfast and coffee i only cook some cup noodles cause i dont really know how to cook...
My life is not like this before my life is full of joy , full of love and i never felt pain
“Dawn” Lars said and hold my hands and he looked a little bit worried
“Is there a problem?” he ask
I gave him a sweet smile and hold his hands
“Dont worry Lars im fine” i said
“Here baby eat up” he said and put some cooked bacon , and sunny side up in my plate he also put some fried frice and he give me a coffee
“Baby i love you” he said and he entangled his hands on my mine he play with my fingers while im eating
Lars Muller is my long time boyfriend were in a relationship for almost 5 years weve been through a lot of up and downs
We laugh together , Cry together , study together , dream together and i can tell that his my forever
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“Baby how about this” Lars said while pointing to a sweater with a raindrop picture printed on it
I smiled this guys is already twenty eight but he was still acting like an eight years old boy
Hahaha he was so childish but i find it really cute
“Hey your smilling like an idiot” Lars said while hugging his self it was winter now so its cold here
we are now here in a boutique to buy some winter clothes and Lars found some cute sweaters so we go here and take a look
“Hey kiddo that is mine” Lars said while pointing the sweater that was now on the kids arm
“No this is mine!” the kid shout and hug the sweater tightly so that Lars cant pull it off and take it away from him
A saleslady come in their direction and ask what was going on I did not hear what are they talking about , after a few minutes the saleslady came towards my direction she was about to speak something but cut her words off
“Im so sorry Miss but i didnt know him” i said while i stop myself from laughing gosh that man was a totally psycho
“Hey baby !” He shout but i did not look back gosh it was so embarassing i really hope that the ground would swallow me gosh
Lars runs fast as he could so she could catch up on me he grab my wrist and pulled me closer to him
When my head bumped into his hard chest he hugged me so tight like theres no forever
“Dont leave me again baby” he whispered in a low and soft voice
As he slowly loosen our hug i look into his face
This man never fails to make my heart beat's wildly
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I was so happy that time when he was healthy , strong and smilling so sweetly
He was like my Candle who lights my way when im lost in the dark
In my darkest days he choose to stay and light my way
When im low he help me rise
I was so happy
Not until the light in my candle starts to die slowly
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“Please God help Lars ” Aunt Liz said while sobbing
It was my birthday we were supposed in the park enjoying our time with each other but suddenly Lars involved in a car accident
Based on the witnesses Lars helped an old man to cross the street but suddenly theres a ten wheeler truck who lost his break
“Please Love , Lord please dont take my light away from me” i said while siting in a corner and praying
I pray over and over and over again
Did i make a biggest mistake in past life to deserve this tradegy in my life?
We wait for more than six hours until the doctors go out in the Emergency room
“Doc what happened to my son?”ask Aunt Liz
“Did he survive right? Lars fightback right ” I said while smilling even though my tears are flowing like a water falls
“Ahm The patient wants to talk to Ms. Garcia” The doctor said i immediately wiped my tears and follow her
I felt like my heart was being stab by a million knives when i saw my man lying and have some bandage all over his body
I hold his hands and came closer to him
i cant hold my tears anymore so i cry
“Hush stop crying baby dont cry i hate it when i see you cry i felt like my heart where breaking , you dont want to hurt me right?” he ask i slowly nod and wipe my tears
“Its been a long journey baby and im really happy that half of my journey was you, ” he said while cupping my cheeks
“I remember every details , of our love story”
“From the beginning to end” he said
“I love you Dawn Garcia , if someone will going to ask me what was the greatest gift that god gave me , i will immediately answer that it was you , you taught me how to love myself not just someone else ”
“And if someone will going to ask me what was the biggest mistake that i will going to make” he suddenly pause and look at me
I can sense pain , sadness , and tiredness in his ash gray eyes
No baby no please dont
“That....that was leaving you” he said
and then suddenly a blood came out from his mouth
“Dont cage yourself in a past move on and face the present” he said
“I will always be your candle in the dark farewell my love”
I suddenly fell down on my knees when after he said those words he suddenly stop breathing and his heart doenst beat anymore
No love please dont leave me please
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That was 5 years ago i was now 35 years old and im still single , after Lars was buried i did what he says
I try to move on , i face my future eventhough it hurts ,
It was true that the wounds in our hearts heals through time but i'll leave mark
Maybe i accept that he is gone but he was still in my heart and always will be
I learned that every people in our life they come and go , your lucky if the person that you love will choose to stay and light your way
Im Dawn Garcia leaving these words to you
Dont cage yourself and the past and face that future
And now im officially singning off......
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A/N: Thank you so much forreading my story please guys kindly support me ...
Oh and please dont forget to leave a comment coz i really wanna know your reactions≧ω≦
you can also suggest a genre or title for my next story again thankyou very much≧∇≦
