On the days when the world tells you to "heal" and "move on" friend, healing from lose doesn't look like healing from an injury. They were not a broken bone, they are a piece of our hearts and now a piece of our hearts is gone. You will heal, just not in the way the world wants you. You will breathe easier. You will ache maybe a little less, I've heard from those much, much further down the road then I, the longing will never, ever, ever leave. That's the beauty and the fierceness and the strength of your love.