brought food to u
didn't see any blood spill
lost words to u
you're so little with many questions
oh the pity we get
for the father role you have
little one did my words get till you?
it's because I'm all you have
something's just wander in my mind
like the one who watches me
the one who saw it all
but couldn't move for a few
he was afraid of what the man had become
saw the entire thing
witnessed all beginning
and ending of what I loved
he who obsessed over ordinary
had a son who has extraordinary love
what a shame
he is my son
the suffering's u go through
wish I could tell your dad
but the father role u have
lacks faith and trust
wish I could build a wall
that would lead u to stop
atone for your sins
beg for forgiveness my love
u forced me into marriage but no more of this
can't force your child to not love
he may not be as u wanted
he still is your blood
beg for forgiveness
because a child forgives but
has kept it in your record
older a child gets the smarter
but thy still doesn't mean that 13 year old pegs dumb
let that child be in my arms
he reminisces and bawls for warmth
u have deprived him from what he wants, it's okay, he wants no harm
for how long shall I lie to my son?
till he becomes blind, old and bald?
let him stay
he is only 13 , yet so young
I'm sorry u see it that way
but to me he is a seed of the sunflower
he cannot look up at you
for you come out at night
darling you are
the moon
and the suns light lies not under this roof
