Hello everyone. It's me, ur beloved bl lover. Today I will be sharing my thoughts about how I found out about bl, in other words, how I found out that this bl thing existed. Couple of years ago, I didn't even had an idea that these kinds of things existed, I mean I could never even could imagine that people from the same genders dated AKA make love with each other. When I found out about this, I was like only 6 or 7 years old. When I accidentally saw this, I told my mother about this as I was very innocent when I was young -_-. Then wanna know what my mother's answer was? It was this: These kinds of people aren't normal. They don't know what they are doing. They are not in their senses. God has made a mistake while making/creating them. You shouldn't know about this at such an young age, but as you already found out about this, what can I do now. The only thing I hope that it won't have any side effects on your studies and all.
It was this. This was her answer. I think you have already found out that she is a homophob. When I heard these words that time, my heart was broken into a thousand pieces. Even though she said these words I still love her, even if she is a homophob., she still is a human and after all she's my mother. And I still don't know if my father is homophobic or not. I never discussed with him about this topic. I am too embarrassed to talk to him about this, even if he is not strict and is lovable and very kind hearted, I don't have the courage to talk to him about this...
I think I should end it here for now cause it is already very big with more than 3 hundred words and some of u might not like long stories, so I am gonna end it here, and don't worry~ It's not the end of he story yet, the main story didn't even start yet, it's just my experience of how my heart broke into pieces after knowing that same-sex people date. Stay tuned for the story of mine to be completed 😉
Toodles~
